The Gazette

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CASSIS
Aa, zutto kurikaeshiteta
Zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
Aa, kitto anata sae mo kizu tsukete
Boku wa ugokeno mama

Aa, anata ni fureru koto ga
Naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?
Kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite
Anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara

Yori suo koto de nuguou to shita wasure kirenakatta hi wo
Anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigettekureta ne

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru.
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteru

I WILL WALK TOGHETER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..

Tsurai koto sae wasureru jurai anata wo omotteiru
Aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni koga reru mune

Kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru
Dou ka hitorikiri de nakanaide
Donna ni hanareteite mo
Shinjiaeru futari de iyou

Dou ka kono mama waratteitai anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
Toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta anna moi kurikaaeshitekunai

Ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mokitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
Ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.

Dou ka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
Dou ka kono te ga togukenú iyou

I WILL WALK TOGHETER, to future not promised to yet
It keeps walking togheter, to the future which you are..


Ponavljajuci samo sam ti nanosio tugu, kao i uvek
Mora da sam te chak i povredio. Ostajem u nemogucnosti da se pokrenem
Zasto me tvoj bol toliko pogadja?
Mora da je zato shto sam se bojao ponavljanja istorije i gubljenja tebe...

Obrisao sam nezaboravne dane tako shto smo se sklupcali jedno pored drugog
Bez ikakvog pitanja si me drzhala za ruku

Chak i ako tvoja osecjanja sutra izblede
Moja ljubav ce sigurno ostati neizmenjena

Chak i ako sutra nestanem iz tvog srca
Moja ljubav ce sigurno ostati neizmenjena
Mi ce mo hodati zajedno u neobecanu buducnost
Nastavljacu hodati, u buducnost u kojoj si ti

Zajedno, sa svim bolnim stvarima – skoro do zaborava – mislim na tebe
Sto vishe brojim noci u kojima se nismo sastali, nestrpljenje raste u mojim grudima

Sakupljajucji razlichite vrste usamljenosti; molim te, ne plachi sama
Bez obzira na to koliko smo udaljeni, nastavimo da verujemo jedno u drugo

Zhelim nekako i dalje da se smejem ovako, a da te ne povredim
Ove emocije koje su izbledele samnom
Ne zhelim ponovo da ih osetim…

Chak i ako tvoja osecjanja sutra izblede
Moja ljubav cje sigurno ostati neizmenjena
Chak i ako sutra nestanem iz tvog srca
Moja ljubav ce sigurno ostati neizmenjena

Molim te, gledaj samo mene

Molim te, ne pushtaj moju ruku

Ja cu hodati u neobecanu buducnost
Nastavljamo hodati zajedno u buducjnost u kojoj si ti


p.s.I love it :013: Jedna od mojih fave pesama... A evo i Before I Decay...nekako mi je ispao shuntavo,poshto sam prevodila pomocu shuntavog google rechnika ... :scratch:



This is the same as a game not having an end

nounashi no kuchitataki yatsu wo genjitsu de nejifuse
ameisensou naraberu muchi wo tsubuse

Before I Decay

Please abandon instinct
I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle
It was a mistake to have entrusted you
I die at abnormal speed

This is the same as a maze not having an end
fuhen no ningen shinri

nounashi no kuchitataki kitte yatsu wo genjitsu de nejifuse
ameisensou naraberu muchi wo tsubuse

Please abandon instinct
I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle
It was a mistake to have entrusted you
I die at abnormal speed

Only the rumor is splendid
Disappear with a sexual
You sold even us to protect oneself
You are powerless than anyone

Watch me...

Kurikaesu tame ni mata waraeba ii no
Kurikaesu tame ni mou...
I cannot laugh

Before I Decay

Please abandon instinct
I was stuck in a loop of a vicious circle
It was a mistake to have entrusted you
It was a mistake...


Ovo je isto kao igra bez kraja,
Prikuj momka sa kojim su najneuracunjija usta,
Zgnjeci neznanje koje nabraja beskorisne argumente
Pre raspada

Molim te napusti inkstit,
Bio sam zaglavljen u petlji zacaranog kruga
To je bila greska koja je poverena
Ja umirem nenormalnom brzinom .

Ovo je isto kao lavirint,nema kraj
postojbina ljudskog uma.
Samo je glas sjajan ,
Nestao sa sexualnim nagonom
Ti si prodala cak I nas da zastitis sebe,
Ti si slabija od bilo koga

Gledaj me

Ispravno je ponoviti to
Da li mogu ponovo da se nasmejem ?
Ispravno je ponoviti to,
Ne vise! :angrrrrrryyyyy :scratch:

za sd je to to...

The dearest fiance is me
It whispers in the sweet voice
You are having already died
I did not find a translation
Me reflected in a mirror
She who looks at it and cries
Please let me know someone
I am such a figure, why
Carry, can you love such me
Carry, may in the side all the time
Carry, do not already cry
Carry, I do not go anywhere

Who made me such a figure
It is already many
To die, if it was such a thing easier
It is too pitiable and too unhappy
I am not a ghost
It gives without seeing me by such eye
I have really become what
The head is likely to be crazy
Please help me, it will die
Doesn't it understand
You are already dead

It remembered at last
At that time I was dead
At that time it jumped down
From buildings and died
Carry, I love you forever
Carry, goodbye dearest you

houshi ii koto bakka narabete hozaite

SUTEEJI tacha kawai(?) kobutte kobi utte

share dakaka nandaka shira nee keredo kakko wari ze

ouchi ni kaette MOMMY no mune demo mondoke

AND IT DOES NOT COME OUT!

taikutsu datta kinou ni tsuba haite

kisei ni shitagau POP ni nakayubi tatete

yaritai you ni yarusa mawari wa kankei nee ze

buchi kowasou ze IN MY WAY !!



LETâ€$ GO IT I$ OUR TURN

STAND UP! RISE YOUR FIST!

LETâ€$ GO IT I$ OUR TURN

DESTRUCTIVE MUSIC YEAH

Kimi ga nukegara no kowareta mushi
Atama ga kaketa mama oboreteru

Shibarareta kokoro no soko kara
Kaigorosareteru yo
'Kankaku wa yume wo fuyuushiteru you de'
Souzoujou no itami nado yori
Genjitsu no kodoku wa taegatai
'Soshite hai ni ikitsuku no'
Kuchi kara koboreta sono hiomou ga
Kimi wo ooi tsukusu [translator note: ooi tsukusu isn't actually heard, I think he whispered it or something]

Saigo ni mieta kimi ni kasanaru
E ga shimesu ito wa nani wo nozomu no
'Hane naki chou ochiru Image wo'
Utsumuku mugon no kage ni furerarenai
Wakariaenu yue ni kuchiru tageki

Yureru karada ni sasaru kimi ga umareta hi no kaze
Nukubori wa oboeteru kai 'semete...'
Seotta mono wa kienu kedo
Mata waraeru sono 'itsuka' wo
Dokoka de motometeite

So long me...
Doredake jibun semekoroshite mo
Doredake seou mono nikundemo
Nani hitotsu mo te ni hairanai
Saigo ni mieta kimi wa kakaekirenu
Kodoku no soko sukunda ashi wo
'Fumidashite saa kuchiru image wo'
Utsumuku sakasa no kage wa nido to kiezu
Chiri to natta yue ni kuchinu itami

Hi no ataranu basho wo aishi
Chi ni hau ari ga muragari kurau
Shitto ni mo nita urayami to
Awaremi nijimu kimi no kage wo

fukaku nigotta teihen wo ugomeki
mitomerarenai hane wo hayashita ore wa 'suteki kai?'
'buzama' na furumai ga oniai daro? sore de ii
ore wa ikiru kusatta very fuck'in doubter!

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is good as orange rotted

te wo nobashi todoku hazu mo nai kabe wo niramu
Do you see this muzzle that aims at your head now?
Now by this hand in a free cockroach some time
Do you see this muzzle that aims at your head now?
I am seen. in the future when you fall on ground...

te wo nobaseba todoku to shinjiteitai

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is good as orange rotted!

mou katte ni nigenai de
watashi no mae de wa amaeteru dake de ii no
mou hitori ni shinai de
hontou wa watashi ga amaetai dake kashira

mou katte ni nigenai de
nakitai toki dake semete tonari ni ite hoshii
mou hitori ja nai no ne
anta no mae de wa subete wo yuruseru mono

namaatatakai kaze ga CANDLE wo yurashiteru
hi ga kiereba watashi mo kietai
iradachi kakusu you ni anta wo dakiageru
anta wa watashi no namida nameru

itoshi no bABy... kotoba nante katachi dake iranai ja nai
watashi no bABy... I love you katherine
anta ga ireba sore de ii
kanashiki bABy... I need you katherine
watashi dake no anta de ite

kodoku wo iyasu no wa nurui kaze to camel
kodoku wo iyasu no wa aoi me shita katherine

mou katte ni nigenai de
watashi no koto ga kirai ni natte shimatta no?
nande watashi wo mite sonna kanashi sou na
koe de naku no...

namaatatakai kaze ga CANDLE wo fuki keshi
hi ga kiete anta wa naki yanda
yowaku furueteta chiisai karada wa tada
watashi no mae made kute yukkuri kuzureta

itoshiki bABy mou daijoubu watashi wa anta ni deaeta kara
itoshiki bABy tsukareta desho konya wa watashi no hiza no uwa de
oyasumi bABy I love you katherine mada atatakai hoo wo nade
oyasumi bABy wasurenai wa saigo ga watashi no me no mae de ikatta...

TRUNK no naka ni wa aoi me shita katherine
narihibiku KURAKUSHON mayoi nado nakatta
watashi toyoku nita hitoribotchi no katherine
kondo wa watashi ga anta wo...

nee mata sou yatte boku no kaoiro ukagatte
kizutsukenai you nitte kotoba sagashiteru desho

'shinji aenai no wa...?' kimi no sei?
'shinjirare na katta...?' boku no sei.

boku ga warau tabi ni kimi wa sabishi sou na kao shiteru
boku ga tsurai toki kimi wa waraete iru kai?
sou mata boku wa kimi no kotoba kara nigete
kimi no kizu wo fukamete kimi no ibasho ubatteta

'kidzuite yare na katta?' sou ja nai
'kidzukanai furi shite' nigeteru dake...

nandomo kikoeta boku wo yobu kimi no koe
boku wa mata mimi wo fusagi mugon no kotoba wo...

kimi ga boku wo motomeru tabi kono kokoro wa hagareteiku
kimi wa hisshi ni kotoba wo sagasu tatta hitotsu no ibasho datta kara
kimi ga boku wo aisuru tabi kono kimochi wa hagareteiku
kimi no ikiru sasae to natta ibasho ni wa mou modorenai

tomadou mama no kimi e mou ito wa kirete iru no ni

nandomo nandomo boku wo yobu tsunaide to naku kimi no oto*
nandomo nandomo omoidasu hikyou na boku wo yurusanai de
nandomo nandomo nakanai de boku ja kimi wo aisenai kara
nandomo nandomo negau no wa kore ijou aisanai de
konna boku wo urande hoshii omoide ni nante shinai de
konna boku wo wasurete hoshii

kono uta wa kimi e no saigo no hana de ari saigo no ai demo aru
nani yori hikyou na jibun ni kidzuita shunkan demo aru

boku wa mada nani mo shiranai juu go do me no Black cherry
kajitsu wo yurasu no wa magure mo nai anata no SILHOUETTE

muteikou na boku mo itsuka wa anata de nureru Black cherry
motomeru no wa aijou ja naku yoko de nemuru yoku to my mother

prohibited education.

Is it mother's love that feels in genitals?
or the sexual desire?
[I don't know the method of the tie to you
excluding this act]

sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
nemurenu hodo no itami wo nido to anata wo wasurenu you
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
shitasaki de nandomo anata ga kureta kono karada wo
sugar pain...please sweet sugar pain mother
aishiau yori mo risei chigireru hodo anata wo kanjitai

I am moving on a deep and muddy bottom and
wearing unrecognized feathers. Am I 'attractive'?
The 'unreasonable' action suits me, doesn't it? That's fine. I'm living, spoiled very fuck'in doubter!

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is as good as rotted oranges

I stretch my arm and stare off a far wall.
Do you see this muzzle that aims at your head now?
Now by this hand in a free cockroach some time
Do you see this muzzle that aims at your head now?
I am seen, in the future when you fall on ground...

I wanna believe that I can reach it if I stretch my arm.

Natural born trash human
Natural born worthless fellow
Natural born rebel spirit
It is as good as rotted oranges

'Sensen' kurai yo ni uchikonda PIACE MARK wa itsuwari ka?
gendai shakai wa kusatta nante iu [GAKI] ga iru jidai
Nihon wo kaeru sou itta seiji wa hanzaisha tsumi wo kenkei wa
tsumi wo okashi tsuneni fukaku shazai nanika okashiku nee kai?

'Heisei' jidai jitai kaero 'Hanran'

'Houdou' nisen-san nenshuu kaku rachi kara kakusen e henka
[BOKE] tomo wo mite sodatta [GAKI] ga okoshita satsujinjiken
yononaka kurutte kita sekai ga owacchi mau kamo dazo?
imakoso tachiagare tatakau yatsu wa te wo agero!

'Heisei' jidai jitai kaero 'Hanran'

Welcome to the 'Spicy HORROR'
who killed? who killed? who killed? mommy?
Welcome to the 'Damian's HORROR'
13thfriday MURDER'S SHOW!!
Welcome to the 'Sensual HORROR'
who killed? who killed? who killed? daddy?
Welcome to the 'Spicy HORROR'
spicy joke MURDER'S SHOW!!

Bad in fluence shit program!
Bad in fluence communication!
Bad in fluence scum program!
Bad in fluence more bad in fluence

Hey Hey gibbet a head of news caster
Hey Hey trash society!
Trash social SUCIDE party
Hey Hey gibbet a head of SURPER STAR
'Fuck social' mad murder's TV show!!

Bad in fluence shit program!
Bad in fluence communication!
Bad in fluence scum program!
Bad in fluence more bad in fluence

Hey Hey gibbet a head of news caster
Hey Hey trash society!
Trash social SUCIDE party
Hey Hey gibbet a head of SURPER STAR
'Fuck social' mad murder's TV show!!

Tengu jugi no [AIDORU] ga otaku todomatte waratta
'[CHU CHU CHURU CHU CHU CHU] rara'
kobita koe de sakenderu

[BISHINESU RABU] harahuru meaa kane ga hoshii ka? sora yaruzo
'[CHU CHU CHURU CHU CHU CHU] fuck'
jakunikukyoushoku de ikuze

Mikudashitereba ii baka wo miru no wa omae no hou sa!

I am ruder! I am ruder! waraita kereba waraeba ii sa
I am ruder! I am ruder! odore no michi wo keriagaru no sa

Jisetsu suki no Maniacker kichi gai buru na hedo ga deruze
taido gokujou bakageta Joke [MEKKI] shikake no sabita tsura
'[CHU CHU CHURU CHU CHU CHU] rara'
kizuita koro ni wa osoize

Mikudashitereba ii baka wo miru no wa omae no hou sa!

I am ruder! I am ruder! waraita kereba shinu made warae
I am ruder! I am ruder! baka de warui ka? [RUURU] nante nee
I am ruder! I am ruder! itan saikou Fuck Off gizensha
I am ruder! I am ruder! ore wa bousou

'JAPANIES RUDER' saaaaaa!

Ame ni obore nagara toikakeru, atashi wa dougu na no?
kokoro nado nakereba doredake mukuwareru no darou

Tsunagareteta The reason for being...
tachikirereba sachi aru mirai

Kami ni karami tsuitamuse kaeru dansei no kaori
moteasobareta karada no kizu kazoereba kunou to narite

Nigerarenu sorrowful dirty of me
mou daremo aishite kurenai

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

Dareka atashi wo tasukete kudasai... kono mama ja kogoete shimau wa...
dareka atashi wo tasukete kudasai... dareka atashi wo tasukete kudasai

Tsunagareteta The reason for being...
tachikirereba sachi aru mirai


Scared... Scared kodomo no you ni
Scared... Scared furueru yo
Scared... Scared koe wo dashite
Scared... Scared sakenda

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

Sayonara [RAI RAI] sayonara [RAI RAI]
ikiteku koto tsurakunatte
I'm say with love good bye my detre
saki yuku fukou douka yurushite

I do say with love... good bye my detre...

uh... okitegami ni shirushita
uh... gomen ne no imi ni tomadou

uh... Denwa no [BERU] ga itai
uh... naiyou wa kitto [ARE] darou
tada jijitsu ni nigeteru dake
okubyou da ne wakatte iru sa
kimi wo omoi kigazuitara
hashiridashiteita

Tanoshikatta hibi wa ima mo
mune no naka de ikite masu
yari naoseru kimi to dakara
aruki hajimeta [ANO] koro no you ni...

Furishikiru ame
kimi ni mukau you ni
tsumetai...

Menomaeni wa
iki wo hikitotta kimi
hannou no nai 'kara'
mugon ga tada itai

Kimi no egao, kimi no namida
kimi no egao, kimi no koe
kimi no karada, kimi no boku
kimi ni mou aenai

Tanoshikatta hibi wa zutto
mune no oku de ikiru kara
kimi wa boku no kioku no naka de
akarui egao misete...

Yume no naka de au kimi wa
aikawarazu nakimushi de
kono mama zutto
kono yume ga samenai you ni
sotto negatta

Kienai you ni
sotto negatta...
kienai you ni

nemurenai no wa naze? shizukesa ni yoishireteta
shimetta heya de hitori mata kuchuzusameba munashiku
nemurenai no wa naze? anata ga mieta kara
shiten wa nureta yuka atama wo kashigete nemutteru

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni tada mukanjou de
koe mo desazu zutto matataki sura wasurete anata ni mitoreteita

nemutteshimaitai nezame dake wo osorete
subete wo wasuretai migatte na tawakoto ne
anata no namae wo yobu kamoku ni ki ga fureru
yasete kata wo tsutsumi* sakenda kagososugita nukumori ni

shiritaku mo nai you na genjitsu ni fukaku kokoro obore
kuchibiru wo kamitaeta namida sae imi ga nai to shitta

tachi tsukusu boku no haigo no koe
hakidasu wake nado dou demo yokatta
tada me no mae no anata ga totemo sabishisou na kao de
nani hitotsu dekinakatta jibun wo shinu hodo nikunda

namae wo kureta yuiitsu no anata e kono mama soba ni itekurenai ka
sou boku ni totte saisho de saigo no yasashiki 'mama'

shiroi kabe ni sotto makka na e no gu de anata wo fuchidotta
mada atatakai hoho wo suri yosete shizuka ni waratte miseyou
ootsubu no namida ga anata to kasanatte hitotsu ni nareta ki ga shita
mabuta wo toji nukumori ga kieru koro boku wa anata no soba de

kuzureru you ni taoreteitta hishatai ga wasurerarenai

furatsuku ashi wo suri anata wo matta kitto yurushite wa kurenai darou
ame no oto ni magirete kikoeru sono oto wa watashi no me no me de tomatta

tada anata ni wa tada anata ni wa
himegoto hitotsu sae shitakunai kedo
wakatte hoshii tada ichido dake
kurushimagire no uso wo me wo tsubutte daite

aa kono mama dou ni demo shite sono te ni itsuwari ga nai nara
POKETTO no naka no NAIFU goto 'watashi wo tsurete nigete yo'
mada tomanai ame ni utau wa SHATSU ni kobiri tsuite kienai
sabi kusai tsumi to tsumi to tsumi wo hayaku arainagashite REIN

Darlyn... anata ni matowaritsuku shitto wo ubatta ima
anata no mune ni shizumu watashi wa yuiitsu na no?

kasa mo sasazu ni iki wo kirashite watashi wo sagasu anata wo mitsuketa toki
totemo ureshikatta mou sore dake de...
ato wa kotoba mo kawasazu sono toki wo matsu wa

ASUFARUTO to ame no WARUTSU wo kikinagara futari dakiatte
koboresou na yowasa gomakashite amai KISU ni oboreteitai no
yasashii jounetsu de afureru anata no sono kasha na te wa
itsuka no yakusoku wo nokoshi akai SAIREN ni te wo furu
SAYONARA ai shite tomanu hito SAYONARA toozakaru anata e

zaratsuita shitasaki ni nokoru saigo no anata wo shinjite
tsugi au ao no hi 'ame' ga furu nara anata ni kasa wo sasu kara

A wintry sky and the broken streetlight cold wind.
Unknown shadow the footprint of desertion.
Freedom was taken.

If it wakes up a gloomy ceiling.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum it is soiled.
And violence rapes me.

An understanding is impossible.
Why was I chosen? Someone should answer...

dou ka hidoi yume da to kotaete hoshii
dore dake sakebi modae kurushimeba ii
dou ka hidoi yume da to oshiete hoshii
chigiresou na koe de nando mo sakenda

There is no hand of preparing of the disordered hair.
A laughing voice sinks in the eardrum a faint temperature is mixed in the midwinter.

koe wo koroshite karesou na jibun ni ii kikaseteita
ikiru koto wo miushinawanu you
koe wo koroshite furueta yoru wa itami ni oboreteiku
togiresou na iki wo yurushite...

dou ka hidoi yume da to kotaete hoshii
dore dake sakebi modae kurushimeba ii
dou ka hidoi yume da to oshiete hoshii
saigo ni mou ichido dake waratte mitai

It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to the chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I'm already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no GARASU no MAACHIN de

Hey God! Are you ready?

kikasete yo 'bodies'
zecchou wo oshiete yaru yo tonight
hizumi wo agete
hibiki kasetekure tonight
dou ni demo shitekure
kurui dashita yoru ni [DO LUCK] yori mo amai Fuck'n roll buchikondekure

So long HIKARI NO MUKOU E
So long NA MO NAKI JIYUU E
So long FUAN WO NOMIKOME
So long DARE YORI MO TAKAKU TOBE

ana darake no hane wo haide tobikome me wo kojiake
soko ga doro mamire no HEAVEN darou ga sumeba rakuentte sa
mekki ga hageta hibi wo seoi tanchou na baseidomo wo kurae
kizu wo eguru you ni susume sou me no mae no Real ga subete

So long YAMI WO SAITE
So long NA MO NAKI JIYUU E
So long FUAN WO NOMIKOME
So long FURUERU KODOU

LOOP jimonjitou LOOP jikokeno
LOOP suru kurushimi no hate ore wa HEAVEN'S DOOR wo nagameteru

mure wo nashite nishi e mukou tori wa yagate kodoku wo shiru
soshite yaseta hane wo mite itta 'soko ni wa nozomu subete ga aru no kai?'
dare mo ga mita keshiki yori mo kage ochiteiku chi no hate wo
soshite kieteshimaisou na hi ni tsuyoku inotta

Why can't I sleep? I was fascinated by the silence.
It is empty to talk to myself in a damp room again.
Why can't I sleep? Because I saw you.
You look down at the wet floor. Leaning the head while sleeping.

I just didn't have any feelings for the uninteresting reality.
I adoringly looked at you without saying a word and even forgetting to blink.

I want to fall asleep, just feeling the fear of awaking.
I want to forget everything. It is selfish nonsense.
I call your name. I go mad with the silence.
I shouted while holding your thin shoulder, it was too frail with warmth.

I was fascinated by the uninteresting reality.
I fount out that it even was meaningless that I had been borne not to cry.

The voice at my back kept on.
The reason was not important.
Only you look so sad in front of me.
I hate myself so much because I couldn't do anything for you.

I tell to you, who gave me my name. Can you be beside me as it is.
Yeh, for me you are the first and last 'mother'.

I softly lined you with deep red color on the white wall.
I came close, the still warm cheek. I just smiled calmly.
A big teardrop was filled with you. And I felt we could become one.
The time when the eyelids close and the warmth is gone, I am beside you.

honnou wo yusaburu hiwai sugiru tetsuki

oboreru you ni enjiru kara hora…

“yurayura yurayurara”odorou

tsumarana sou na kao kedaru sou na koe

kanjiteru furi gurai shina yo

“hora, hora, hora, hora…”

damashi damashi no kakehiki kara mou

nukedasenai nukedashitakunai dakara

“yurayura yurayurara” odorou

fukan no aijyou ni kizukime wo somukete ita

ANBARANSU na kako tamerau kirikizu

sukima naku ume tsukusu jyama na sono butsu wa

kunou suru ore wo tsubusu yo

naze kimi wa ima mo kage no nai aitsu wo mite irundai?

naze kimi wa itsumo ore ni sono kizu wo kakusundai?

ore no koe wa kimi no yami ni todokazu tada kuchiru yo

kimi wa ima mo sono itami ni furue



“katachi dake no ore wo…”



ore wa kimi ni totte nandatta no darou

rikai funou no genjitsu ga shikai ni yakitsuku

hakike sasou jyoukei burasagaru kimi

mugon no ketsubetsu ga ore ni tsuki sasaru

kanashige na kao wa engi nanka jyanaku

ore ni wa misenakatta sugao no kimi datta

ore wa shitto shita ita

subete wo yurushite ita kanojyo no saiai datta aitsu wo nikunda



katachi dake de nakami no nai aijyou to shitteta kedo

kimi ni furete kimi wo idaite sukoshi dake warai atte

yume no you na hito toki ni koufuku wo kanjite

demo kimi wa kage no nai aitsu to

baka na ore wo waratteru

hikarabita machi yase kogareta norainu oita hifu musaboru kodomo no mure

muryoku na ai no te wo sashinobeteru haritsuke no jyakusha wa itta



God of death is calling me…

God of death sings the last song



hai tsukubatte doro kurau mono “an eyes like the dead fish” no gotoku

buzama de minikui aigan shite mo kono jigoku ni wa OASHISU nado youi sarete inai

“mizu no nai umi no sakana” “su no naka de tomogui no ari”

“hebi de dekita hina no ■” abura nashi jya moenu taiyou no shita



God of death is calling us…

God of death sing the last song



ima toki ga shuuen wo sasu mukau basho ni koe wa naku

tada tsumetai kaze todosu kuroi ame ga furishikiru oto dake munashii



subete no ikiru monotachi yo kodou wa ima mo kikoerukai?

asu he no hikari ga chi ni rakka shite mo

sono unmei kara me wo sorasanai de



toki ga owari no kane narashi nigeba sae taihai shiteru

tada soko ni wa kokyuu sura wasureteru akakuroi nukegara no jyuutan

mi wa hate tsuchi ni kaeru nemuri ni tsuita kodoutachi

sono “mi” wa “chi” wa “nou” wa hitotsu no tane ni nari

saisei no asa kirei na hana ni naru darou

'Haru kaze kaoru shigatsu ni utau junrenka...'

Nekura, hikikomori no boku, mukuchi dake ga torie desu.
sabishiku nante nai yo, dakara okamainaku.
akushumi isei kansatsu, tanoshikute tamaranai yo.

Rikai funou kisei basei, kyou mo harikitte ikimasu desu.

Youchi [BUREI] wa akimashita. Saraba jinkou youshou [WAIFU]
dousenara [RIARU] deshou? madogiwa [RENSU] wo nozoku.
nanjikan tatta deshou? risou sonomono no kimi.
Unmei no [HITO] to kizuku kono wa osu sugita...

Naze desu ka? kimi wo shiranai no ni konnani mo mune ga itamu no wa
wakaranai dakedo itoshii kurushii yo, kimi wo miteru no ga.

Namae mo shiranu [RENZU] na ito kimi, koe wa todokazu fureru koto wo nai
kocchi wo muite boku wa kakureru kara, kanashisugiru yo konnani soba ni iru no ni...

Itsuka boku ni kizuku toki ga aru toshitara, kimi wa kitto
kowagaru darou nigedasu darou. Fuan ni kigakuruu.

Naze desu ka? kimi wo shiranai no ni konnani mo mune ga itamu no wa
wakaranai dakedo itoshii kurushii yo, kimi wo miteru no ga.

Hitoriaruki no todokazu no omoi, wakatteru no ni tomaranu ga koi.
kimi ga boku ni kizuku hi wa konai. Wakatte mashita. Akiramete mashita.
Aru hareta asa, itsumo no you ni [RENZU] ni utsuru na mo shiranai kimi.
koe mo kakerenu fureraremo shinai, datte sou desho?

'Subete wa housou da mono...'

gamusharani nanika o sagashiteta tsumazuitemo ii kara mae ni

bakageteru no wa wakatteru tada koukaisenu you hashiru nosa

shinrai dekiru no wa jibun dake de nakama nante iranakatta

nanimokamoni muketeta yaiba shishun no hane wa morowaku hakanai

tsuyokunaritai hitori de ikiru tsuyosa wo

hontou wa uragirareru no ga kowai dake

nigete bakari jya nani hitotsu kawaranai to

wakatteru noni kawarenu boku ga iru

hokorashige nika zashiteta kodoku to iu PURAIDO wa

yakunitatanu risou heto nigeru tame no hane datta

hokorashige nika zashiteta jikoshuchou to iu [RIOT]

kono hikari no mukou ni wa jiyuu nado nakattanda

Teenage Bluely Days

arete ita mainichi ni oboretetanda

kizuku itara kodoku seotteta

tsurakatta. hontou wa hitori nante ne

nozonde nakattanda



tsuyogatte bakari jya hontou no kao wasurechau kara

tama ni chikara wo nuite dareka ni tayoru kotomo daiji desu

kizutsuite …. nakitai toki wa oozora ni mukatte oogoe de sakende mite

I donâ€t want to forget myself… I want to be as I am (?) I want to be……**

konna yowai boku no tame ni senaka oshite kureta

chichi ya haha ya nakama no hagemasu koe ga boku ni hikari kuremashita

hokorashige nika zashiteta kodoku to shishunkizu wa

yakunitatanu risou he to nigeru tame no hane datta

aoku hareta ano sora ni jiyuu ga aru to suru nara

kono hokori takaki hane ga shikiretemo kamawanai

boku wa hashiridashiteta gamushara ni sora wo megakete

hane wo hiroge tobitatta rakkaten wa [jiyuu] nanodato

subarashiki kazoku wo mochi subarashiki nakama wo motta

saikou no hibi datta umare kawattara mata aou…

Kinou made wa annani akaruku waratteta no ni
genki dayotte boku ni wa sou itteta n'da
menkaijikan sugite mo soba ni ite yaritakatta
'ganbarou' tte 'makeru na' tte kujikesou na koe de

Yoru ga ake machi wa sougi no hana wo kazari kimi wo miokuru yo
nemuru kimi no kao wa ho no ka ni mada akami ga nokotteru

Furimukeba itsumo mitai ni warattari naitari shiteru
kimi ga iru you na ki ga shite
shinjiru koto ga kowakute nigeteta nasakenai yo hontou wa
kimi no hou ga zutto tsurai no ni ne

Minna wa te wo awase kaeranu hito ni wakare wo

Tomodachi ya oyazoku ni mimamorare saigo ni mukaimasu
soshite kimi wa atarashii hibi e mata aruki hajimeru

Honereru naru made agurarete atsukattarou? tsurakatta desho
demo kitto raku ni nareru yo
sora e to nobotta hitosuji no hakuen wa kimi no koto
tengoku made hakonde kureru kara

Miageta wo sora wa aoku kimi wo omoi itsumademo
itsumademo te wo furu de
furimukeba itsumo mitai ni warattari naitari shiteru
kimi ga iro you na ki ga shiteta
wasure wa shinai yo...

deatte kara doredake onaji kizu wo oi doredake sasae atta?

kimi ga tsurai toki wa hoka no dare yori boku dake ni oshiete hoshikatta

jijitsu ga me ni yakitsuku mugon de fudou no kimi wa nani wo omou

riyuu nado iranaisa tada boku no kimi wo kaeshite kurereba



nokosareta boku yori mu ni natta kimi wa

dorehodo tsurai darou ka

mada nanimo hajimattenai noni

mada kimi ni kono kotoba ietenai noni

doko he



reila…

kimi no na wo yonde mite mo

this voice does not reach you…

reila…

me wo akete uso dato waratte misete yo…



ashita wa doko he yukou kimi ga nozomu nara

doko he demo yuku yo



kimi wa itsumo sou boku ga omou hodo

dokoka he itte shimau

mata boku wo nokoshi hitori de hashitte yukunda ne 　

mou todokanai mou todokanai

yatto kimi ni aeta noni

gaman shiteta mono ga subete afurete

namida ni natte koboreta



reila…

ienakatta kono kotoba wo

reila…

ima koko de kimi ni utau yo

reila…

dare yori mo kimi wo ai shite iru

reila…

ai shite iru. ai shite iru…



futari ga ita heya ima mo sonomama

kagi mo kakezu ni itsudemo kimi ga kaette koreru you ni

zutto matteru yo wakatteru kedo

ima demo kimi ga DOA wo akeru sugata ga mierun da



ashita wa kitto kaette kite kureru ka na