◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~

◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~
welcome to my world. :kjutica:

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happyinmyownlittleworld~

She got some pritt stick and she glued her lips together.
So she never had to speak, never had to speak, never had to speak.
People used to say shes as quiet as a mouse, she just doesn't make a peep.

She marched to her wardrobe and she threw away the colour, because wearing black looks mysterious, but it didn't impress her mother.
She wanted to dress her baby in patterns and flowers, butMariellajust crossed her arms and so she cried for hours.
Mariella
Mariella
My pretty, baby girl
Unglue your lips from being together and, and wear some pink and pearls.
You can have your friends 'round and they can stay for tea.
Won't you just try to fit in please, do this for me.
But Mariella just crossed her arms and she walked up the stairs and she went into her bedroom, and she sat on her bed.
And she looked in the mirror and she thought to herself I wanna play, I can play with me, If I wanna think, I'll think in my head.
At school,Marielladidn't have many friends, yeah, the girls, they all looked at her and they thought she was quite strange.
And the boys there not really into girls that age.
And the teachers, they thought Mariella was just going through a phase.
But Mariella just smiled and she skipped down the road because she knew all the secrets in her world.
yeah, she always got the crossword puzzles right every day and she could do the alphabet backwards, without making any mistakes.

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Colors of the spring*, you can go mad by their ease If I could just forget
One can get depressed by watching the beauty of decay with both eyes One can laugh thinking that it's just loneliness
The colors of the spring were raised for the third time Keeping my breath slow I'm swimming in the dirt
It's not convenient to have the illusion that I'll drown with flutter kick
Better than my dominant hand surpressing reality
I'd rather hold onto my light wound
Bury your name

Rotted roots are swaying on the water's surface Cog-wheel are turning like they are distorted
I'm carefully listening to the creaking sounds Can I go completely mad?
All this is a shallow ocean of taboo words It's dirty as much as you can mistake it as clear

Good-bye I'll fall into a lawless darkness
Good-bye It ends with this

Tears Rain of lamentation Every time I'm facing nothingness they're flowing over
The spelled words are blurrying
Tears Somewhen they'll dry I will be killed by silence
At the end of walking in shadows I'll lose my mind

Rotted roots are swaying on the water's surface Cog-wheel are turning like they are distorted
I noticed throwing my body towards the creaking sounds I noticed something similar to that

Tears Rain of lamentation Every time I'm facing nothingness they're flowing over
The spelled words are blurrying
Tears They are scattering with loneliness when you live in silence
Engraved in the fact that I'd never be able to smile again

There is me who loved you There is me who stared at you
There is me who wanted you There is me who lost you
There is you who loved me There is you who stares at me
There is you who destroyed me There is you who snatch me away
There is you who killed me.


The GazettE - Nakigahara~ <3

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happy in love... [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] ...are we?

sometimes, i wonder where happiness goes
when it's lost...

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...but i never find out.

Sometimes I miss going outside just to stare at the clouds walking in the sky.
Tasting the air and happiness.
Watching kids play in the backyard next door and not being a part of it and being a part of it all at once.
Sometimes... I just miss being happy, happy in my own little world.

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happy? used to be.

Doubting myself
will get me nowhere,
except for that corner in
my room, crying.

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Put on a fake smile
Throughout the whole day
Hide all my pain
That will never go away

Feel the tears coming
But I don’t let them out
Keep my depression bottled
Don’t even shout

Go home and am reminded again
Of the pain I can not bear
Add yet another mark
See if you care

Another day rises
I run out the door
Put on my fake smile
And endure all the pain once more

Euforia. ♥

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afraid to face the truth.

osecam se toliko jebeno uzasno i prazno da nemam snage da napisem nista iako inspiracija sada treba da vristi iz mene.

i just want to fall asleep and never wake up.


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