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Subject: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Mon May 03, 2010 4:16 am
◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ welcome to my world. :kjutica:
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] happyinmyownlittleworld~
She got some pritt stick and she glued her lips together. So she never had to speak, never had to speak, never had to speak. People used to say shes as quiet as a mouse, she just doesn't make a peep.
She marched to her wardrobe and she threw away the colour, because wearing black looks mysterious, but it didn't impress her mother. She wanted to dress her baby in patterns and flowers, butMariellajust crossed her arms and so she cried for hours. Mariella Mariella My pretty, baby girl Unglue your lips from being together and, and wear some pink and pearls. You can have your friends 'round and they can stay for tea. Won't you just try to fit in please, do this for me. ButMariellajust crossed her arms and she walked up the stairs and she went into her bedroom, and she sat on her bed. And she looked in the mirror and she thought to herself I wanna play, I can play with me, If I wanna think, I'll think in my head. At school,Marielladidn't have many friends, yeah, the girls, they all looked at her and they thought she was quite strange. And the boys there not really into girls that age. And the teachers, they thoughtMariellawas just going through a phase. But Mariellajust smiled and she skipped down the road because she knew all the secrets in her world. yeah, she always got the crossword puzzles right every day and she could do the alphabet backwards, without making any mistakes.
This is going to be my blog/diary. Whatever I see and like/dislike I'm gonna post here, however I feel and wherever I go... I'll just post here. Read and comment [You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Mon May 03, 2010 4:30 am
Omiljeni bend/omiljena pesma svih vremena. ;D
It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad A lot of people became dogs having tied to the chain Your happy there?
I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter I'm already dead however I was saved with the rock
I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory The world that extends to the place waits surely for you
odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no GARASU no MAACHIN de
Hey God! Are you ready?
kikasete yo "bodies" zecchou wo oshiete yaru yo tonight hizumi wo agete hibiki kasetekure tonight dou ni demo shitekure kurui dashita yoru ni [DO LUCK] yori mo amai Fuck'n roll buchikondekure
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Tue May 04, 2010 12:21 am
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Suicide... they call it sin They say it is a death in which no-one wins...
They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong... But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.
You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend. No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send.
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Tue May 04, 2010 9:03 am
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] What would you do if I died tonight? Would you cry if I died tonight? Would even one tear come out of your eye? Would you try to stop me kill myself, would you cry, would you cry? They tell me that I’m spoiled, they don’t even try to understand. They say that suicide is wrong answer, but I can’t anymore, I really can’t. It’s amazing how you feel pieces of your heart inside you, broken and smashed, but you’re still alive. I don’t have strength to cry, I don’t have strength to lie, I just want to die. My strength is fading, I’m taking my last breath and closing my eyes. Don’t try to stop me, my soul is fading away, my tears are dry, I just wanna die. There’s nobody with me and nobody cares, so why would I stay, why would I stay? They’re all sensless, they pushed me hard, I felt rejected, I always cried. Nobody cares, so why sould I stay? I live in world of broken dreams my strenght is fading away. Nobody listens, nobody cares, I'm closing my eyes, I don't have enough time. I'm not worried anymore, now I know you wouldn't try to stop me, you don't care, you just don't care. Mum told me ''God will help you, hun'' but I've been waiting for his help far too much, I don't have enough time. God, tell me, why are you doing this to me? God, tell me, who are you actually? Do you exist, where are you now? You must be somewhere hidding in deep blue sky, laughing at one little girl's poor life. Tonight when I die, there's gonna be one less lonely girl here, and I know that world is better of without me. I'm just a waste of everybody's time, person turned into ghost without home, and tonight I will be gone. But tell me why, tell me why, no one will cry at my funeral? Would they pertend that they care only on that fucking day? Tell me will deep blue sky cry if I die? My tears are dry, I can't lie, I just want to die. Hey God, are you ready, we'll meet in heaven tonight? Hey God, are you ready, I'm gonna visit you tonight!
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Thu May 06, 2010 7:29 am
ANDRIJANA JE DOBILA TELEFON U SMOKIJU. [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] ako je takav, posalji mi ga postom, it's so kawaii! <3 XD
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Fri May 07, 2010 12:25 am
HAIII! Danasnji dan je veoma specijalan jer... tadaaa *music* I'M GETTING MARRIED! <3 <3 A [ne]srecnik je moj dragi Vatrogasac Mile kog sam upoznala preko Andrijane i ovim putem joj se zahvaljujem do neba! [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] O datumu svadbe cete biti obavesteni, i svi ste pozvani~
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Sat May 08, 2010 3:35 am
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere And their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you 'Cos I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very Mad World Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday Made to feel the way that every child should Sit and listen, sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me, no one knew me Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson Look right through me, look right through me~
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Tue May 11, 2010 12:39 am
11.05 ~ 1:40 [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Children waiting for the day they feel good, Happy birthday, happy birthday, And I feel the way every child should, Sit and listen, sit and listen~
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Wed May 12, 2010 5:26 am
Duboko u njoj se zapravo nalazila jedna veoma osecajna devojcica koja je bila previse slaba da podnese surovost ljudi iz njene okoline, ali ta devojicica je bila sakrivena tamo negde daleko ispod prevelike maske koju je nosila. Ispod maske bezosecajne, hladne I nemarne osobe koju nije briga za okolinu I njihova osecanja krila se osoba koja se plasila da izadje na videlo jer je bila svesna okrutnosti I zlobe ljudi oko nje. Ta devojcica sakrivena u njoj zelela je paznju. Paznju koju nije mogla da dobije. Zelela je ljubav, ljubav za koju je znala da joj je potrebna, ali ni to nije mogla da dobije. Sve sto je toj krhkoj devojcici trebalo u ovoj surovoj realnosti se nije moglo naci, zato je I ostala vesto sakrivena ispod maske. Dok je danima u tami sedela sama, dok je plakala I molila, I dusa joj umirala, svaki put kada bi izasla pred ljude nabacila bi lazan osmeh I pravila se da je sve u redu, pravila se da je nije briga. I tako danas, sutra, prekosutra, opet, I opet. ‘’Ali pitam se do kad… do kad cu moci ovako? Do kad cu biti ovakva, kada cu izgubiti I ovo malo snage sto mi je ostalo I pasti slomljena pred svima? Kada necu moci da suzbijem suze pred ljudima, kada cu jecati I vristati na sav glas da mi je potrebna paznja, kada cu svima priznati da mi treba ljubav, kada ce neko shvatiti kako je meni zapravo, kada ce neko pokusati da me razume? Da l ice uvek svi misliti da je meni savresno dobro? Da li ce neko nekada primetiti zamisljen pogled na mom licu? Da li ce se pitati cemu brizan sjaj u mojim ocima, da li ce se nekad neko zabrinuti za mene ili cu ipak ja vecno brinuti za njih?’’ razmisljala je. Ali onda, nakon jednog okreta iza ledja, nakon pogleda na ljude oko njih, na njihovu srecu I iskrene osmehe, bezbrizna lica koja jos uvek nisu sazrelila, razmisljanja koja ne shvataju surovost sveta u kome se nalaze… nakon pogleda na sve to udahnula je duboko, potisla slabiju stranu njene licnosti duboko nazad jer je znala da samo tako moze da se izbori sa svim sto je snaslo, I nastavila dalje…
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gah. andrijana me sada inspirisala. pozeri pozeri pozeri... THEY'RE EVERYWHERE! Jrock je sada postao glavna atrakcija. Ljudi koji su me nekada gledali kao da sam pala sa marsa su odjednom veci fanovi od mene.
Yuhs let's go! Listen to Jrock and be super cool. -_-
Step one -> Nauciti vikipediju 2 benda napamet, u roku od 45 minuta postati njihov najveci fan i svim fanovima pricati da ne znaju krvnu grupu svog omiljenog clana benda i da toga treba da se stide.
Step two -> Staviti na profil sliku vaseg omiljenog Jrockera na svim akauntima koje posedujete na internetu.
Step three -> Promeniti ime u ime vaseg omiljenog Jrockera ili bilo sta na japanskom na svim akauntima koje posedujete.
Then the basics are done. I sada zelite i vi da budete u VK stilu.
Step one -> noseband! tadaa! jos ako vam je omiljeni Jrocker Reita. Noseband je epic win[fail!] Prvu maramu koju nadjete povezite oko nosa and there's your homemade noseband! You get to look... kao razbijacica koja je krenula na konjske trke. "
Step two -> koristite reci na japanskom as much as it's possible. Okay, ovde ne osudjujem sve. Postoje ljudi koji se stvarno interesuju za jezik, zele da nauce, i trude se [aka me i jos nekoliko njih] pa nekada koriste nesto na japanskom, that's kinda okay. Ali ici okolo i neprestano ponavljati ''kawaii'', ''sugoi'' i ''arigato'' makes no sense. >_<
Step three -> Makeup and hair style. Ako kreonom svuda po licu iscrtate suze, zvezdice, hello kitty and ostale KAWAII["] stvari ne izgledate visual, izgledate kao da ste upravo napustili kliniku za lecenje od neceg sto jako jako stetno utice na mozak. And ne pokusavajte da natapirate kosu kao Jrocker. Nece vam uspeti. Poslednji stepen mora da bude JAKO kratak da bi stajao u vazduhu, i vasa kosa nije za to. Ne sisajte poslednji stepen na 3 centimetra takodje. Stetno utice na kosu. Njihova frizura je takva zbog posla koji rade. Vas ce izbaciti iz skole takve. And milion snalica sa anime likovima na glavi je epic fail takodje.
that's the main tree, posle toga ide jos 15-ak koraka koje cu preskociti a onda dolazi vrhunac pozerisanja!
Dakle. Nakon mesec dana od saznanja za Jrock vi se ubedljivo najveci fan na planeti, izgledate tako VK i obozavate sve bendove.
I nakon mesec dana comes... COSPLAY! Od stvari koje imate napravite jos veci uzas, istripujete da izgledate kao vas omiljeni Jrocker, slikate se i postavite na net. I vi ste taaaako kul. [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Nije bitno sto izgledate tako. Kao da ste na sebe stavili sve sa vase bozicne jelke. Nein, to je vas cosplay, to je taaako kul. "
And now you're the biggest Jrock fan ever! ... NOT! >_<
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Sun May 16, 2010 10:00 am
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Sun May 16, 2010 10:10 am
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] love can be beautiful sometimes. but sometimes you just see his heart somewhere hiding in sky and... you know you can't reach it.
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Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like Whennothingfeels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life!
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It’s raining today, the blinds are shut. It’s always the same. I tried all the games that they play, but they made me insane. Life on TV it’s random, it means nothing to me. I’m writing down what I cannot see wanna wake up in a dream.
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Here I am on my knees, Trying to fix my broken heart. Here I am on the floor, Trying to think how to go on. My heart is dead you left your mark, Now I'm crying alone in dark, I scream and shout, I can't take this pain, My tears are like falling rain. You were here and stole my heart, Now I want you to give it back to me but you won't And you've lied 'cause all the words you told me were never ment. ''I love you'' broken promises, stupid lies. My heart is dead you left you mark. I look to sky and ask stars why, I close my eyes and hope to die. [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] b-r-o-k-e-n.
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Sun May 23, 2010 1:24 am
God damn it, 2-3 dana nisam mogla da udjem na forum and... umirala sam. ._. KOOOOONACNOO je proradilo! Ne mogu vam opisati moju srecu sada. i missed this. <3
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Sun May 23, 2010 10:19 am
We've waited far to long to, watch it all crash and fall through, So when you feel like shit you gotta keep on pushin, If you saw the world through my eyes, then you wouldn't feel so high rise, Its time to take our chance you gotta sit back and hold tight.
Theres forced working in our heads but we don't understand it, I need a map to find my way out all the time, Theres curses lurking in our heads but we don't want to find them, We need to come back down and face what we've become.
The more I think the more I wish I could push stop then hit rewind, What I would give to have a day back then when no one really cares, I remember when we all used to kick back take days off school, So many times I've smiled so many times I cried but never did we try, Never did we try, because.
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Its haunting me, Im so alone, Im just trying to find my way back home, Im so alone, alone.
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Subject: Re: ◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~ Sat May 29, 2010 1:46 am
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