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"She'll Learn"

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I've got a band, it's O.K.
I've got a girl, she steps on me
she always tells me, "everything alright"
she tells me I stand tall, I have all of the might

In my mind, I can see her face turn, when she's with all of her friends
she sets her trust on fire to burn, now she's taking a lesson, she will learn

I've got some friends, the're O.K
I've got a girl, i think she wants on me
she always tells my friends everythings alright
she tells her friends she wants me to F O D

I wanna know, why won't she do this to me?
I want her to learn, i want her to get rid of me

"On & On"

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i would have called you if i had known you still think of me. its been a couple of years since i made you so unhappy. when i look in your eyes, i remember those times. time flies so fast, seems like yesterday, when i had you everyday, now i feel like an ass. you could have called me on the phone, you could have left a message when i wasnt home and then i might have known, what was going on and on. now i am with you again and i know you're thinking of me, its been a couple of weeks since you made me so very happy. when you told me where you want to go, with my heart i let you know i felt the same but when i think about what i did for months i still feel the shame, and when im gone on tour i think about you, and i miss you more. i promise i know right from wrong but i'll never know whats really going on.

"Question..."

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Can I ask you something, Amanda
As I'm calling you today
Do you miss me the same way that I miss you
When I'm so far away?
I wanted to write you this song
And say I won't be gone so long
I hope that you're not happier without me

'Cause you and me
I think we're meant to be
But I don't wanna cause no harm
Can I steal a kiss?
Can I steal one twice today?
I don't want you to do anything you don't wanna do
I just wanna be in your arms
I just wanna be in your arms

Don't you understand? I wanna hold your hand
I'd take you to the prom if only I could dance
If my car wasn't broke down I'd take you for a ride
I'd swim across Lake Michigan if you were on the other side

'Cause you and me
I think we're meant to be
But I don't wanna cause no harm
Can I steal a kiss?
Can I steal one twice today?
I don't want you to do anything you don't wanna do
I just wanna be in your arms
I just wanna be in your arms

'Cause you and me
I think we're meant to be
But I don't wanna cause no harm
Can I steal a kiss?
Can I steal one twice today?
I don't want you to do anything you don't wanna do
I just wanna be in your arms
I just wanna be in your arms
I just wanna be in your arms
Yeah, I wanna be in your
I just wanna be in your arms

"Birthday Weekend"

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Don't leave me, not like this
I've longed for you since our first kiss
There was a time when I thought
You'd care for me no matter what

Why did you give up? I'll never know
I know it was hard. All we had was the phone
Although we had pain, I can tell you it's
better than being alone

I thought you wanted this
I hope so because you broke my heart for this

I curse my thoughts,they favor you
So does my heart. I curse that too.
With all it's pain and all it's cost
Who says it's best to have loved and lost?

And this is my heartfelt goodbye,
You hello hell.
Although you may forget, you'll be with me till death.
Because no matter what comes good or bad,
You never stop loving someone.

Don't think you've ruined me.
I am stronger for this.
But I'll still think of you
After you forget I exist.
Although I'll try to forget to save pain,
You'll always be inside my head.

"Tell me"

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I see this faithful everywhere
Lately i'm not fitting in
I really want to believe in you
When I've heard 200 stories
How do I know which one's true?

I can't listen to what everyone will say
Because I need a little more than faith
I'm sorry that I'm so stubborn
Some say you should forgive me if I'm wrong
you'll forgive me anyway.

It's the right thing to do,
I want to believe in you
But It's so hard.

Tell me why am I supposed to believe in what everybody does
Show me that you really are there, if you really are there.

All I ask is so I can tell
I'f im really gonna go to hell
You created me the way I am
So if I can believe then you should understand.

"Pointless Emotion"

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Time, no time
For pointless emotion
It's never helped me in this life
Oh life, if that's what you call it
But I've been thinking

As I sit here
I'm not feeling or dreaming or smiling
Forget what was...
And I cry out, is this life?
...is this life?
Is this life?
Is this life?

Want, I want
What everyone else has
But first I focus on my needs
I need, what no-one can give me
Am I too needy?

And all I long for
Is some clarity, solace, and focus
Is that too much?
And I cry out, is this life?
Is this life?
Is this life?
Is this life?

Hope, I hope
That I find asylum
From all of these thought in my head
My head, has grown much too heavy
So I'll just drop it

And I'm convinced that security, honesty
Are just some made-up words
And I refuse to just feign optimism
When all I see is the worst
And I cry out, is this life?
Is this life?
Is this life?
Is this life?

"Learning To Forget"

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Four days short
of five years
Im sitting in my bedroom
Letting out our tears
Holding back my love
from you for months
I hope you never know
the damage that it does

I don't blame you at all
for love gone wrong
I should've had the heart to tell you
What you mean to me

I'm trying to replace
memories I can't erase
I'm making the most of time I spend with you
I'm learning to forget
all the I spent
Looking for someone to replace you

Six months late,
On christmas day
Confessed my love that never
never went away
Holding you on that night
reminded me of what was right
And made me the happiest I've been
since this last July

There is no one
to replace you

"Counting Sheep"

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Everyone's asleep
Everyone but me
And I think that I'm the only one who cares
Complacency's a drug
But one I want none of
When all I see are junkies everywhere.

Can all of life be nothing more
than waiting for the end?
If I can find it, can I pretend?

If anyone of you, feels the way I do
Let me know, because I think I'm alone
If only I could sleep, with foolish hearts
not lie here counting sheep
I wouldn't feel like I was all alone.

The world is bedded down, in every quiet town
The streets are empty, I don't see a face
The still is tangible, and all the beds are full
And it appears that I have no place.

Wake up, Wake up, Wake up for me
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up for me
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up for me
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up...

"Hurts To Hurt"

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If I could find the right girl
Possibilities are all I see
I think I could be happy
Normal
But I know that’s just not me
Am I just too picky?
Will my life just pass me by?
Maybe I’m just unlucky
It feels so worthless to even try

So long, goodbye
It always hurts to hear you cry
That’s why

I was supposed to hurt you
Hurts as much as you do
Hurts to be hurt by you
Wish I never met you
Hurts to not have someone
Never hurt to have some fun
Hurts to not have met you [x2]

I’m always looking for someone
But I find another lonely night
And when I stop to read
The helpful road signs
All they say is hurt left hurt right

And if we hook up
With my luck, it will suck
And if we never meet
Who’s to blame?
Is it my fault?

"The Search For Something More"

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With ever action,
overt trembling
And every reaction,
I'm analyzing

Maybe I've been too anxious
And Maybe I've just been over-thinking this
I'll be the one with hopes that reach the sky

but they'll come crashing...

The search for something more
It seems so futile
I'm just being honest
I don't think that it exists
Though some pretend to care
Is anybody caring, honest?
And what made me come to this?

With every moment,
I mean less to you
In every moment,
I search for some truth

Maybe I've been too open
And maybe I've just been over-thinking this
I'll be the one with regrets that hang to the ground
And they'll be dragging...

Maybe I've been too honest

And maybe I just don't know how to play your games
I'll be the one who knows to keep it inside.

"Goodbye, Good Luck"

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Do you think
by passing judgement
you are getting to me?
Well I've got news for you
It's not that easy.

You can put me down
but your opinions have no ground
I will liseten to what my heart has to say

Don't come around, don't put me down
If that's what I need
I'll call your name
I'll figure you out
It's not that tough
If you want a friend
goodbye, good luck

Maybe you think that you are better than me
Does it really matter anyway?
But if you really want to compare
You can't hold the urge to share
I hope you know
Your just wasting your breath.

"Life's Little Details"

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I plead with fate
Be not unkind
Cross my heart
Preserve my mind

Your hands are scarred, from beating me
And I'm left, to bleed

Grant me faith
and grant me time
to take a breath
and save my life

I'll burn you down
And I'll take my time
To hear the screams you make
Although I know they're mine
All these things you made me feel
And all this time
you're unforgiven still
With all I've seen I still have no faith
Except in the end of things.

Jealousy and hate
All these things you made me feel
And all this time
You're unforgiven still.

"Dialogue"

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I've tried
to find a good reason to smile
Found only heartbreak
I need to find
Someone I can trust, now

Just hold tight,
Friends and lovers aren't always easy to find
I'm not blind
Maybe I should walk away

You can't let everything in life just bring you down
No I can't live like this.
Just say the word and I'll just walk away.

So tired,
of everything falling apart
I guess thats how it goes
I can't reply,
I dont expect you to, now.

You can't make this everything
You dont understand me at all.

"Do You Remember"

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Every time I get ahead
It always costs a friend
Being in a band is fun
and stay forever young

You can't have the things you need
Like love, friendship and peace
Do you remember the days
when we would hang out every day?

Then I was fine
but now, only sometimes

I don't know you anymore
We don't click the way we did
It's like the years have shrunken in
Do you remember when
you could say something
and know what I'd say back?
Do you remember that?

Everyone is growing up
I guess I'm out of luck
It will take some time to learn
It's me who won't grow up

Every time I come home it's not the same
One more friend is getting married
Do you remember the days
when we hung out everyday?

"Holding Back"

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Seems like I have to change my life
It's on my shoulders today
But how can I go about my change
when I'm used to my old ways?

For awhile I could hide
Pretend that nothing bothered me
I thought that would make it better
But I can't hide forever

What do you expect from me?
I'm not trying to hold back
I've heard this all before
After all that I've said,
You don't understand me
Just don't take it personally

I'm insecure playing love's games
My past relationships to blame
Still I can't just stand aside
Watching life passing me by
Absorbing every word you said

I know it's not what you had planned
I hope one day you'll understand