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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 10, 2010 5:45 am
All I want to do is to scream from the top of my lungs!!! I must wear a mask, which I do not like, to keep smiling, even if I'm crying inside.... I am bound to act, to lie.... [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 10, 2010 6:14 am
I will keep my promise to you... I will not do anything stupid.... I will not do anything to myself... Am I doing well?
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 10, 2010 8:31 am
In a moment when I thought that it couldn't get any worse I have got bad news from Ukraine. [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Flame, get well soon!
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Tue May 11, 2010 1:53 am
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] I need to be patient? If I'm not patient now, teach me how...
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Tue May 11, 2010 4:33 am
And hey darling I hope you're good tonight And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving Yeah I want it but no I don't need it Tell me something sweet to get me by 'Cause I can't come back home till they're singing
La, la la la la la la
'Til everyone is singing
If you can wait till I get home Then I swear to you That we can make this last (La la la) If you can wait till I get home Then I swear come tomorrow This will all be in our past Well it might be for the best
And hey sweetie Well I need you here tonight And I know that you don't want to be leaving me Yeah you want it but I can't help it I just feel complete when you're by my side But I know you can't come home 'til they're singing
La, la la la la la la
'Til everyone is singing
La, la la la la la la
If you can wait till I get home Then I swear to you That we can make this last (La la la) If you can wait till I get home Then I swear come tomorrow This will all be in our past Well it might be for the best
You know you can't give me what I need And even though you mean so much to me I can't wait through everything
Is this really happening? I swear I'll never be happy again And don't you dare say we can just be friends I'm not some boy that you can sway We knew it'd happen eventually
La, la la la la la la
Now Everybody's singing
La, la la la la la la
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Tue May 11, 2010 7:47 am
Water, 30 liter. Carbon, 16 kg. Ammonia, 4 liter. Lime, 1.3 kg. Phosphorus, 720g. Salt, 250 g. Saltpeter, 100g. Sulfur, 80g. Fluorine, 7.5g. Iron, 5g. Silicon 3g. And trace amounts of fifteen other elements.
They are all the ingredients of my body. Down to the last specks of protein in my eyelashes. There is still something missing, something scientists have not been able to find in centuries of research...
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Tue May 11, 2010 10:39 am
I wandered through the streets for I couldn’t tell how long, I only know I went down many streets with dogs barking, lamps shining only light and smell of acacia filling my lungs... [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Sleep well my friend, have a nice dream...
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Wed May 12, 2010 10:28 am
Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. In the wake I'll be just like the rest. Tell the sun don't fall, so we'll never forget. Heaven forbid, well aware of your sins. In the wake I'll be just like the rest. Past praying for.
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Thu May 13, 2010 2:30 am
!!!Good news!!! .............Flame is out of the hospital........... ........We will be together next week........ ....Nothing else matters.... [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Thu May 13, 2010 9:38 am
I am going to study astronomy... [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] ...or sleep
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Fri May 14, 2010 10:05 am
We are alive for a moment one second in the great abyss of time all the bleeding and all the hate just one blink of an eye all the conflict visits dire pain on human life are we missing what it is to be alive?
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 17, 2010 7:42 am
It brings me down but i'm the one to blame I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this..
Over and over Over and over I fall for you Over and over Over and over I try not to
Feels like everyday stays the same It's dragging me down and I can't pull away
So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this..
Over and over Over and over I fall for you Over and over Over and over I try not to..
Over and over Over and over you make me fall for you Over and over Over and over you don't even try
So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead I know what's best for me but I want you instead Ill keep on wasting all my time
Over and over Over and over I fall for you Over and over Over and over I try not to..
Over and over Over and over you make me fall for you Over and over Over and over you don't even try to
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 17, 2010 11:37 am
...It's most beautiful thing that anyone have ever done for me... ...He made me burst into tears of joy...
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Fri May 21, 2010 5:02 am
That`s what we get? One day of Happiness? Why? Why are they against us? Why are they trying to separate us again? Why don't they let us to be happy? [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Fri May 21, 2010 5:52 am
It is strange how in one moment we were happiest people in the world... ... and in the next moment we were crying, it was like whole world turned against us...
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 24, 2010 9:52 am
[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.] Is it going to be enough?
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Mon May 24, 2010 10:09 am
...Joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of "best friends"...
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Thu May 27, 2010 4:16 am
It's finally prom day!!! [You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Fri May 28, 2010 10:44 am
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Sun May 30, 2010 9:38 am
Pain, anger and depression it is hard to know where one of these experiences ends and another begins...
You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Wed Jun 02, 2010 5:44 am
We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes We'll hope it's for nothing at all Nothing at all
When guilt fills your head Brush off rise up from the dead This is the moment that we will come alive Brace yourself for love Sweet love, secret love
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Subject: Re: Ivy's madness... Wed Jun 02, 2010 5:44 am
!!!Leave Us Alone!!!!!!Leave Us Alone!!! !!!Leave Us Alone!!!!!!Leave Us Alone!!! !!!Leave Us Alone!!!!!!Leave Us Alone!!!
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