The Used

Blood on my hands


You felt the coldness in my eyes,
And/In something I'm not revealing.
Though you got used to my disguise,
You can't shake this awful feeling.

It's the me that I let you know,
Coz I never show,
I have my reasons.
I hate to say that I told you so,
But "I told you so".

There's blood on my hands,
Like the,
Blood in you.
Some things can't be treated,
So don't make me, don't make me,
Be myself around you.

Straight from your eyes,
It's barely me,
Beautiful-so disfigured.
This other side that you can't see,
Just praying you won't remember.

Feel the pain that I never show,
And I hope you know,
It's never healing.
I hate to say that I told you so,
But "I told you so".

There's blood on my hands,
Like the,
Blood in you.
Some things can't be treated,
So don't make me, don't make me,
Be myself around you.

Straight from your eyes,
It's barely me,
Beautiful-so disfigured.
This other side that you can't see,
Just praying you won't remember.

There's blood on my hands,
Like the,
Blood in you.
Some things can't be treated,
So don't make me, don't make me,
Be myself around you.

There's blood on my hands,
Like the,
Blood in you.
Some things can't be treated,
So don't make me, don't make me,
Be myself around you.

THERE'S BLOOD!!!

The best of me


I could forget your name
I could forget your face forever
I could forget about the smile you always faked
The one you thought I thought could never

I could forget your lies
I could forget to hide for always
I could forget how desperately you tried
Finally to get you nowhere

I could forget how you have tried to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you've not forgot me
[You. Never. Could. Never.]

Well, nice to know that you cared
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would do
You make me want to forget
Make me want to forget

I could forget your pride
I could forget you're one to realize
I could forget about the way you made me feel
You talk to me so condencendante

I could forget how you have tried to get the best of me
You'll never forget that you've not forgot me
[You. Never. Could. Never.]

Well, nice to know that you cared
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would do
You make me want to forget
Make me want to forget

Well, nice to know that you cared
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would do
You make me want to forget

[Not forgot me!]

Well, nice to know that you cared
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would do
You make me want to forget

Well, nice to know that you cared
To leave me soaking wet
I'm so surprised you would do
You make me want to forget
You make me
You make me
You make me want to forget
You make me
[HURT!]

Meant to die


Last midnight, breathing in the dark
Same strange friend comes to visit
Never intend to open the door

You take it, you place it
You know I ---
You pushed ---
This time I'm gone all the way
Without you
There's nothing more I can say

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it hurts to know, I'll never let you go
Sorry I lost my mind
Well, I never really meant to die

--- We faded in the night
Only expected darkness
Surprised to wake and follow the light

The second you let her become a part of you
You never forget it, no matter what you do
You lost it all, still wanting some more
This time I'm gone all the way
Without you
There's nothing more I can say

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it hurts to know, I'll never let you go
I'm sorry that I lost my mind

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me
I should've let you known, I never meant to go
I'm sorry that I lost my mind
But I never really meant to die

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe life didn't want this part of me
If it hurts to know, I'll never let you go
I'm sorry that I lost my mind

So maybe I took a little too much
Maybe you sucked the life right out of me
I should've let you known, I never meant to go
I'm sorry I lost my mind
But I never really meant to die

Come undone


Open up my failure, and leave it, used to go insane
I felt you get excited when I whispered all the things you love to hate
Like; "you're the one who kills"
You killed me with the drugs, your weapon
Let's pretend there's nothing wrong with learn to listen

I'll be your, your loaded gun
Waiting to come undone
I'll see you ---
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve

Open -- and slower, cut to feel your pain
Heat the blood to boiling as it passes from your lips and to your brain
'Cause you're the one who kills
You killed me with the drugs, your weapon
Let's pretend that I'm not dead
It's in your head

I'll be your, your loaded gun
Waiting to come undone
I'll see you ---
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve
I'll be the end that you deserve

[Instrumental voice]

I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be your
I'll be the end that you deserve
I'll be the end that you deserve

I'll be your, your loaded gun
Waiting to come undone
I'll see you ---
I'll be the, I'll be the end that you deserve
I'll be the end that you deserve

[Background voice]
"We kill the faggots
We kill the lesbians
I said, God damnit, we kill 'em all!"

--- and bow our heads
Try simply standing up instead
Heard rumors of transparent plagues
And watch the doors in chase
These days we reach for so much more
--- where we can't go home
Alone we wait here underground
And miss the others waiting

So praise it, and if it makes you feel safe
All I can say, is we go our own way
We go our own way
So save us...

Forgets you were the chosen one
Right place, you weren't the first born son
One question, stable state of mind
And spend some time in the gutter
All vocal collapse, we're caving in
Just wait for faith to kick in
Lost track of time as I stood in line
And mix the other believers

So praise it, and if it makes you feel safe
All I can say, is we go our own way
We go our own way, so save us...

Over and over and I still cannot believe
[We can't save ourselves]
Give me a chance up on the cross and watch me bleed
[Now ask for help]
Having faith in something you can't see
[Take something new]
Over and over and I still cannot believe
[We can't save ourselves]

So praise it, and if it makes you feel safe
All I can say, is we go our own way
So praise it, if it makes you feel safe
All I can say, is we go our own way
Save your prays our way
To save us...

[Background voice]
"Kill 'em again
Because they didn't die hard enough]

Watered down


In my eyes, close and cheated it's no surprise
The lights have faded, I always walk away
You'll always hear me say; "I don't need this"

I've been given such a gift
Shame to take advantage of it
Wanted, wasting leaves you wanting more
Be careful what you're wishing for

Nothing that I can't hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should, anyway
So I leave holding up, can't, don't care what you say
'Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away

Now, my days, I'm feeling numb
This sad cliché,
I'm hiding under this spider web of dreams
I'm stuck here as it seems to be breaking

Shining brighter than you were
Something that I would never love
I could never lay this curse on you
Cursing the days when there's

Nothing that I can't hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should, anyway
So I leave holding up, can't, don't care what you say
'Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
'Cause it makes no difference
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away
It makes no difference
It makes no difference if I throw it away
Makes no difference if I throw it away

It all just stands of tasting watered down
[Standing here, so complicated]
And everyone has found an easy way out
An easy way out
It all just stands of tasting watered down
[Instead of being so complicated]
And everyone has found an easy way out
An easy way out

Nothing that I can't hold on to with my broken hands
I'm not thinking that I should, anyway
So I leave holding up, can't, don't care what you say
'Cause it makes no difference if I throw it away
'Cause it makes no difference
Yeah, it makes no difference if I throw it away
It makes no difference
It makes no difference if I throw it away
Yeah, it no difference if I throw it away

[Background voice]
"Get out of town by sundown
I said if they don't get out of town
We kill the men
We kill the women
And kill the children
We kill the babies
We kill the blind
We kill the crippled
We kill the crazy..."

Sold my soul


I think of the worm that I've become
Left blind from the brightness of your halo
No one shines like you do
My filthy mouth and broken words
This small disease that leaves me crawling
Crawling to you

Crawl round the clock for cover
Stay close to the dark to keep from falling
From falling

Sold my life to bring the rain
Maybe to wash me clean
Sold my soul to stop the pain
Hoping you'd set me free
All your fears, are you sane?
You know that you can lay it all on me
So you can lay it all on me

I took every chance to lash my tounge
You wore the scabs just like an angel
There's something about you
Whole ribble thinks that I have done
Seems this disease is slowly spreading
Start running, what would you do?

I crawl underground for cover
Stay out of my mind to keep from dying
From dying

Sold my life to bring the rain
Maybe to wash me clean
Sold my soul to stop the pain
Hoping you'd set me free
All your fears, are you sane?
You know that you can lay it all on me
You know that you can lay it all on me

Could you forget then what I said?
And how I died inside my head?
We're starting over, not pretending that the past is dead
All the pain you feel you own, and the times I should've known
Don't keep it inside, let it out and let it all on me

Sold my life to bring the rain
Maybe to wash me clean
Sold my soul to stop the pain
Hoping you'd set me free
All your fears, all the pain
You know that you can lay it all on me
You can lay it all on me

Kissing you Goodbye


Cut yourself in conversation, cut the line to make me feel alive
'Cause you know I'm not alive
And leave me with your complications
Take your life, you feel like taking mine
Needing God, we stand in line
Not alone

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye on my own
I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye

Trust you take the right to leave me
Waiting under dark couds for the rain
Praying lightning strikes a changed
As history gets lost and as I took that final breath I felt alive
Needing God to stand in line
All alone

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye on my own
I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye

[Instrumental break]

Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
'Cause know that I'm not alive
Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
Don't let this love die

Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
'Cause know that I'm not alive
Don't let me go, don't say goodbye
Don't let this love die

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye on my own
I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye

I'm not kissing you goodbye
I'm not kissing you goodbye
I'm not kissing you goodbye...

Born to quit


Exercise the demon that is living up inside you
After all you think you've been through, just what have you been through?
Tried to get beside yourself, this tearing up your insides
If you end up on the wrong side, always standing so strong
Sharpen up your teeth, your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending, go on
Go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go, the less you know, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you've blown it
You need to let go of letting go
You're full of sin, you're born to quit

Something supernatural that seems that could posess you
No more levelanes about you that might not be true
How they kept you demonized, the fucked up situation
How you killed off all the angels, taking notice of you

Sharpen up your teeth, your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending, go on
Go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go, the less you know, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you've blown it
You need to let go of letting go
You're full of sin, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you're born to quit

Sharpen up your teeth, your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending, go on
[Go ahead and prove me wrong]

The further you go, the less you know, you're born to quit
You've blown it, you've blown it
you need to let go of letting go
You're full of sin, you're born to quit

You promised
You're born to quit
You've blown it
You've blown it
You've blown it...

Empty with you


I haven't lost anything except my mind
[Except my mind]
Expect a thousand confessions that you will not find
I tried to take of my head sometimes because I can't escape the memories
I haven't lost anything except my mind
[Except my mind]

You could be empty, and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow, and I can be right here hollow with you
If you wanna say goodbye to everything, I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

I haven't wasted a thing except my time
[Except my time]
Forget the treasures we burnt because we'll be just fine
I tried to take of my head sometimes because I can't escape for the life of me
I haven't lost anything except my mind

You could be empty, and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow, and I can be right here hollow with you
If you wanna say goodbye to everything, I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Instead of going up the ground, instead of calling them out
Instead of running 'cause you're still creeping
Instead of swallowing lies, instead of buried alive
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
If you need a confession, I'm guilty
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Do you think I feel sorry? Forgive me
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop bleeding
Instead of going under ground, instead of calling them out
Let's twist the knife 'til they can't stop screaming

You could be empty, and I can be right here empty with you
Or you could be hollow, and I can be right here hollow with you
If you wanna say goodbye to everything, I could say goodbye too
I can be right here empty with you

Men are all the same


Always safe to know, what is good for taking
Blood stains from your clothes
[It's the fire]
Like I said before
When I bite your tongue, I love your mouth, you'll know
[You'll know]

Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me, don't make me

If you love it, then let it go
And how I thought you'll never know
Just don't blame me, don't blame me

You'll never make it alone
[It's easier to know]
You've always been on your own
[It's easier to know]

Nothing safe feels real
Waiting here to dodge, so open I reveal
[There's something]

Picking up my prays
You can tell your mom that men are all the same
[The same]
Just what am I supposed to say?
And tell you why I turned out this way?
Don't make me, don't make me

If you love it, then let it go
And how I thought you'll never know
Just don't blame me, don't blame me

You'll never make it alone
[It's easier to know]
You've always been on your own
[It's easier to know]
You'll have to pay to watch me jump
That I love you more
You'll never make it alone
It's easier to go
It's easier to go

~

Nowhere to go, I'm not leaving
Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye on my own
I'm nothing, just bleeding
I'm not kissing you goodbye

You'll never make it alone
[Let it go, I'm not leaving]
You've always been on your own
[Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye]
You'll never make it alone
[On my own, I'm nothing, just bleeding]
You've always been on your own
[I'm not kissing you goodbye]

You'll never make it alone
[Let it go, I'm not leaving]
You've always been on your own
[Not going, I'm not kissing you goodbye]
You'll never make it alone
[On my own, I'm nothing, just bleeding]
You've always been on your own
[I'm not kissing you goodbye...]

801 Underground

(Bridge)
Kids round here got a different way of doin' it
Lock into a dream and insist on pursuin' it
Times are getting tougher and the choice is do or die
We play it fuckin loud how we want and reply
So turn up the stereo and grab the mic
Cause I know I'm alright
Got my friends on the side
So stand up stand tall
Let 'em know who you are
We're the band,
We're the band (who's) gonna sing
Here we goooooo

Who said LA is the only place that music can rock?
Throwin' it like a gun and we're ready to correct 'em
We hit the stage and we tear it up like dynamite
The music stays tight people goin' through the night
The people stand around in a state of confusion
This place is distorted and we're ready to confess it
We aim to please and we seek to fuckin' kill
And the ones underground ain't goin' down, never will

GO!
(Chorus)
We are the underground
And you can't shut us down
Cause we come from underground
Ain't nothin' gonna hold us down

(Repeat Bridge, Chorus, Chorus)

Alone this Holiday


(Chorus)
Maybe light a candle
Don't say a prayer for me
Feel alone
Cause I'm gone
I left you
Make Christmas your own

You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday

It's cold in this town
And there's snow on the ground
Far from home
Not alone
I left you with nothing
And that's what you own

You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday

(Repeat Chorus)

You throw the thought of us away
You'll be alone this holiday

Zero mechanism


It takes more it takes more it takes more
And now that I'm willing to beg
Now it stands right in front of me
Dig this dirt out from under my nails
And I feel this picture my face
Sad to say not today
It just, it takes more

It takes more it takes more
It takes more takes more
It destroys me, I'm sitting here
It destroys me I'm just sitting here
Destorys me I'm sitting here
It destroys me I'm sitting here

It destroys me I'm sitting here
It destroys me I'm just sitting here
Destroys me I'm sitting here
It destroys me I'm just sitting here

And it stands right in front of me
Dig this dirt out from under my nails
And I feel this picture my face
Its sad to say not today
It just it takes more

I'm just sitting here more
And picture my face it takes more
Its sad to say I feel this way
It takes...

"Under Pressure"
(feat. My Chemical Romance)

[Originally by David Bowie/Queen]

Pressure!

Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)

That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Bah bah dah bah bah dah
Okay!

Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah

People on streets
bah dah dee da day
People on streets
bah dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)

Yeah!

Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn

Why? Why? Why?
Love (love)! Love (love)! Love (love)!

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?

Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves

This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure

Under pressure
Under pressure

Sun comes up


And it all falls down at once
And I try to get some sleep
And the comforts of this bed
Have all been shattered to pieces

I have a knack for feeling lost
All those times I couldn't eat
Like I couldn't yell enough
But getting tired of screaming

The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
The world falls down
We all forget where to begin
The world collapses
You hold it in..

Maybe I have said too much
Or really haven't said enough
All these words they come undone
I'm getting lost in the meaning

And all the coldness in my thoughts
Of being frozen all alone
In a world that we destroy
And try to pick up the pieces

The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
The world falls down
We all forget where to begin
The world collapses
You hold it in

The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again

All you've lost...
Leave your self you drift
away in your eyes
Open up as you catch me
Caught before I hit the ground
I'm dying for you only

My feeling is forever happens
All at once
All at once

The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again
The world falls down
We all forget where to begin
The world collapses
You hold it in

The world collapses
You hold it in
The sun comes up
And now you have a chance again

Sick hearts


Call this a mask, call me strong,
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
(Yeah!)

Make up two words on the spot for the moment,
Acting like it's what you meant to say.
Calling to angels, that slow dance with you-
You don't believe they exist anyway.

I'd rather shut my eyes...
Call this a mask, call me strong,
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.

(Wasting time, wasting time)

Lifting my head like it's the weight of the world,
And it seems that I've forgot how to smile (Forgot how to...)
Make friends with the devil, it's dangerous sad
That I don't really have many friends
(Don't have many friends...)

I'd rather shut my eyes...

Call this a mask, call me strong,
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
Call me a boy 'til I've learned ('Til I've learned...)
Call me the bird or the worm. (Bird or the worm...)
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their...

There's so much left to see,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
I don't know what's come over me,
But I'd rather shut my eyes.
There's so much that I could see
But I'd rather shut my eyes,
I'd rather shut my eyes (Rather shut my eyes...)
I'd rather shut my eyes.

Call this a mask, call me strong,
Call me a mess, call me wrong.
'Cause sick hearts do fine
With wasting their time.
Call me a boy 'til I've learned ('Til I've learned...)
Call me the bird or the worm.
'Cause sick hearts do fine with wasting their time (Wasting time...)
With wasting their time

Just a little


(Chorus 1)
You surprise me I'm looking out, looking out
Surprise me you jump back up
On your feet somehow

(Repeat Chorus 1)

(Chorus 2)
Where'd you go?
It seems like your better half said it all
You're wonderful
Seems like your better half said it all

(Repeat Chorus 1, 1, 2)

wonderful (x4)

You jumped back up
Motivation motivation

(Repeat Chorus 2)

It could be a good excuse


Blind on a ledge, not a thing, not a
Road of broken heart not a thing, not at all
You know

Of things we hear nothing's there, nothing
She said Why do you watch me? said why?
You know

Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck
But I
Care for you
Said alright
Could be a good excuse.

Full of love just returned just when
You lied it hurt and your pride your pride
Hurt Pride

And it is not a thing not a
You it hurt nothing and me
It is
These games are nothing.

Maybe a good excuse not to give a fuck
But I (But I But I But I)
But I don't want you
And don't want me
These games are nothing

Into my web

Whoaaa oh, oh.
Whoaaa oh, whoa.
Whoaaa, whoa, whoa oh, oh

I stopped to call you my little girl.
I meant more. So much more.
That I'd like to push it half to death.
They want to, they watch you.

Silence turning heads and breaking necks.
Past time, we'll mean time.
See their jaws drop as you fly like a butterfly straight into my web.
(Straight into my web)

Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.

Do you feel stuck? It's all in your head
Mindless, I'm fading.
I miss the other flies, already dead
I caught some, and left one.
I saw them turning heads, and broke my neck
I learned to, they want to.
See me drop my jaw as you fly like a butterfly,
Straight into my web.

Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.
Should I lie and just pretend that I couldn't kill her?
Maybe I can just pretend,
As she flies into my web.

Whoaaa oh, oh.
Whoaaa oh, whoa.
Whoaaa, whoa, whoa oh, oh

Straight into my web.
Straight into my web.

I stopped to call you my little girl,
I meant more, so much more.
See me drop my jaw as you fly like a butterfly.

Maybe I will be the only one who could leave her.
Should I lie and just pretend that I couldn't kill her?
Maybe I will be the only one who will leave her.
Should I lie and just pretend that I couldn't kill her?
Maybe I can just pretend,
As she flies into my web

In a needle

I think this is right.

You’ve given me, nowhere to go
Yeah you finally have control
And if there’s a cure
I don’t wanna know cause this poison in me so intoxicating
I was right when I thought you would be back for my health
Keep on telling myself that it’s alright
Now I’m back ‘cause I cant get this taste of my mouth
And I do not attend to try

You suck me in and spit me out
I cannot control the feeling
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted

Yeah that’s me, nowhere to go
I have given up control
Walk in the sun to the sand
With the one that kills me standing hand in hand
And we’ll just wait til the day has burned out into the sea
Till we’ve finally seen the moonlight
And then we’ll swim far away from where we hated to be
I was knowing that nothing’s alright

You suck me in and spit me out
I cannot control the feeling
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted
I let you in you knock me out
No air is left for breathing
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted

Yeah you’re a part of me, a part I cannot let go
Your love’s so poisoning
Can’t tell, is this a dream?
Is there a way to wake up?

When I looked up you were the only one around
I couldn’t move and so you pick me off the ground
Addicted to the poison that I love,

You suck me in and spit me out
I cannot control the feeling
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted
I let you in you knock me out
No air is left for breathing
Poisonous kisses from your mouth
That leave me so addicted
That leave me so addicted

MOsh'n'church



First start out with the wrong place at the right time
And that's where you'll find me.
Next add in all the fucked up shit I've done
But somehow kept inside me.

Cause while you were waiting for the sun I was turning away,
You try avoiding death by kneeling to pray,
You don't know if it's true,
But you heard there was a fire and I'm drowning in the rain.

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no one there that you know,
That's why I'm headed below.

Once dreaming only burning wasn't quite
A part of the scenario.
Just me and my diesease I knew it was a dream
It got too cold to let go.

Cause while you were waiting for the sun I was turning away,
You try avoiding death by kneeling to pray,
You don't know if it's true,
But you heard there was a fire and I'm drowning in the rain.

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no one there that you know,
(Burn them) That's why I'm headed below.

Count all this blood on my hands,
To get me in.
Save all the sins you can't stand,
To cash them in.

Just to get me in,
Just to get me in!

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no-one there that you know,

I throw my hands up to the sky just to watch them burn,
There's no-one there that you know,
(Burn them) That's why I'm headed below.

Maybe memories


(Chorus 1)
As we trudge along through the mud,
And we tried to call it home
But we weren't alright, not at all
Not for one, for one, for one second

(Chorus 2)
Never have been one to write it down.
Now I think I can
I know I'm stronger now
Who's looking south
Not me I'm not looking back.
I'm done denying the truth to anyone
Cause I'm alive

(Repeat Chorus 1)

You showed me how
You seemed to find a hole
But I just laughed and smiled
Begged and rolled my eyes
Even cried and
Denied the truth to you
Just like the truth to me
Mostly lied

I'm not going to look back (x4)

White it out like glittering wax butterflies...

(Repeat Chorus 2)

I'm not going to look back (x8)

It's hard to say

The singer finished singing and she's walking out
The singer sheds a tear fear of falling out
And it's hard to say how I feel today
Our years gone by, and I cry

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same

My worries weigh the world how I used to be
And everything in cold seems a plague in me
And its hard to say how I feel today
Our years gone by, and I cry

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
It's hard to say I have my
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone it's not the same

Words that I fear is the lie I told a thousand times before
Words that I fear is the night
But it's hard to say how I feel today
Our years gone by, and I cry

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone it's not the same
It's hard to say I have my tongue
It's hard to say if only
Since you've been gone I'm not the same
It's hard to say (god it's hard to say)
Since you've been gone, I'm not the same

I'm a fake


Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

Look at me.
Can you tell,
By the way I move and do my hair?
Do you think that it's me,
Or is it not me?
I don't even care.
I'm alive, I don't smell.
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm fake, I'm fake.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm fake, I'm fake.

Do I drink?
Do I date?
I've got perfect placements.
All my ink satisfied,
In your eyes.
I'm the biggest fan that I've got right now.
I made sure that I look how I wanted to look.
The people around me,
The people surround me.

I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry.
Dry.
Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm fake, I'm fake.

My stomach hurts now,
And all tied off in lace.
I pray, I beg, for anything to hit me in the face.
And this sickness isn't me.
I pray to fall from grace.
The last thing I see is feeling.

And I'm telling you I'm a fake. (x5)

Just look at me, look at me now.
I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm fake, I'm fake. (x4)

Fake (x3)