New Years Day

Lyrics to My Dear :
My dear,
Take what you want from me
I'll give you anything
Just don't leave me on my own
Desperate and destitute
A shadow of the former self I knew.

Take what you want from me
I'll give you anything
It's so pathetic
I make myself sick
I can't get over you
I can't get over any of this.

My dear,
Is this really happening?
Do these tears mean anything?
How could you leave me on my own?
Desperate and destitute
These seconds feel like lifetimes without you.

Take what you want from me
I'll give you anything
It's so pathetic - I make myself sick
I can't get over you
I can't get over any of...

Ready Aim Misfire :
Get out of the car, and don't try and stop me
Stay where you are, 'cause there you can't hurt me
You took things too far, and I don't deserve this

You said that you'd be, you'd always be honest
And mean what you say, but you broke every promise
That you ever made, and I don't deserve this

If I had just one bullet, and a trigger I'd pull it
Shoot my cupid out of the sky
Break off his wings, and gouge out his eyes
And thank him for nothing, 'cause that's all that he gave to me
Your love is my heart disease

Don't try and call, I'm not going to answer
I'm not going to fall for another disaster
That you put me through, and I don't deserve this

If I had just one bullet, and a trigger I'd pull it
Shoot my cupid out of the sky
Break off his wings and gouge out his eyes
And thank him for nothing, 'cause that's all that he gave to me
Your love is my heart disease

I don't care anymore
Because without you I'm better off.

Shoot my cupid out of the sky
Break off his wings and gouge out his eyes
And thank him for nothing, 'cause that's all that he gave to me
Your love is my heart disease
Shoot my cupid out of the sky
Break off his wings and ask him just why
He played such a sick joke on the fool that is me
And curse me with this sickness
Your love is my heart disease

I Was Right :
I never knew that I was dealing with a graduate
with a major in defensive and a minor in excuses
It's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit oh, go on, go on
You know I wouldn't want to make you feel worse than you should
but if you were me you'd do the same you know you would
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit oh, go on, go on

It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

I know you know it's all your fault and I should let this go
but I need to hear you say it love
it's principle
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit it oh, go on, go on

It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

It would mean everything
but you're so smart with those clever eyes
so I tell you that I love you, and blow you a kiss
but until you say you're sorry, well that's all you're gonna get
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

Lyrics to Part Time Lover :
Say what you want, I'll believe it
No, you don't really have to mean it
I never had a chance, always was a sucker for a part time lover's romance

Say what you want, I'll believe it
No, you don't really have to mean it
I never had a chance, always was a sucker for a part time lover's romance

Take time if you need it
Rewind and repeat it
Well tears fall, better believe it
Every day feels like forever (2x)

Say what you want, I'll believe it
No, you don't really have to mean it
I never had a chance, always was a sucker for a part time lover's romance

Yeah, take what you want, I don't need it
I'll play the giver if you'll receive it
I never had a chance, always was a sucker for a part time lover's romance

Every day is bitter sweet sweet bitter
I've got the time if you've got time to remember
But it's clear that you don't
If you did, then you'd show it
If you feel it, you might know it

Every day is bitter sweet sweet bitter
Disappoint me, yeah you sure do deliver
You always seem just like an orphan on Christmas
I'll take what I can get, but it's not on my wish list

(wasn't ever on my wish list)

Take time if you need it
Rewind and repeat it
Well tears fall, better believe it
Every day feels like forever (2x)

Every day feels like forever

Take time if you need it
Rewind and repeat it

Take time if you need it

Sunrise Sunset :
I'll always have a sunrise
I'll always have a sunset
I'll always have the ocean
to help deal with these emotions
and i'll always be a highway
that's riding through the desert
in southern california

but all i really want is you
all i really want is you

you'll always have your sunrise
you'll always have your sunset
and i know you need some time alone
even though it's selfish
i pray to god you keep in mind
this broken heart you left behind
in southern california

but all i really want is you
all i really want is you

there'll always be a hole in my
heart that's shaped just like you
and there'll always be an empty space
in everything that i do
but i'll always have this force that i
can sing until the day i die
in southern california

but all i really want is you
all i really want is you

i'll always have a sunrise
i'll always have a sunset
i'll always have the ocean
to help deal with these emotions
i'll always have this force that i
can sing until the day i die
in southern california

My Sweet Unvalentine :
You leave me like an addict, always wanting more
But when I break free the sirens sounds and call me back to shore
The bottom of the ocean is the safest place to be
I still swim towards the surface just to breathe your misery

I get so lost and so confused, I'm just so tired of bein' used
I wish you'd just make up your mind, my sweet unvalentine
I'm just so tired and so afraid that you might leave me everyday
I wish you'd just make up your mind, my sweet unvalentine

You run just like a rabbit, and I chase you like a fool
But this fool I hate, I can't forsake, this fools in love with you
I'm I wasting my time, hanging by your threads?
Make up your mind, cut these spider webs

I get so lost and so confused, I'm just so tired of bein' used
I wish you'd just make up your mind, my sweet unvalentine
I'm just so tired and so afraid that you might leave me everyday
I wish you'd just make up your mind, my sweet unvalentine

Say that you'll be mine
Cut me with your sweet caress, kill me with your tenderness
I don't care what you do, as long as I'm with you

The bottom of the ocean is the safest place to be
I still swim towards the surface just to breathe your misery

I get so lost and so confused, I'm just so tired of bein' used
I wish you'd just make up your mind, my sweet unvalentine
I'm just so tired and so afraid that you might leave me everyday
I wish you'd just make up your mind, my sweet unvalentine (2x)

You'll Only Make It Worse :
I'm sorry that I loved you,
I'm sorry that I cared,
I'm sorry that I played the games you did,
They never got us anywhere.
I'm sorry if this hurts you,
I'm sorry I just lied,
The truth is, I don't care if you get hurt or not,
For all the tears you've made me cry

I should have known we'd never get anywhere,
Can't fall in love when you're falling apart,
Can't make amends if you're only making mistakes,
And empty words can't fix a broken heart

If the world froze over and everybody died,
And you and I were the only ones alive,
I'd say, "I'm sorry you made it, it's more then you deserve,
Don't try to make it better, you'll only make it worse

I'm sorry that you miss me,
I'm sorry I don't care,
I was just a crutch for your lonliness,
Your heart was never really there,
I'm sorry that I wasted so much of my time,
Time I could have spent with someone else would have meant,
Less of you and all your lies,
You'll only make it,
You'll only make it worse

If the world froze over,
And only I survived,
I'd sing these words at your funeral,
"It's good to be alive

Brilliant Lies :
I'm trying to sleep,
But this pain in my chest,
It's keeping me awake,
And every breath I take,
Feels like it's my last,
I want to be fine,
I want to be sure,
I want to be a lot of things,
And none of them include you.

I keep telling myself I'm not miserable,
I keep telling myself I'm better off without you,
I believed that you meant everything you said,
Good bye and thanks for the memories,
For the pain and lies
Every time I had to cry,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

I don't understand,
Because it doesn't make sense,
The way you broke it off,
Took away my heart,
Took away all my friends,
I want to go out,
And get out of this house,
But to begin again is gonna take more than I think I'd ever have to give.

I believe that I was so cleverly deceived,
By good looks, some charm, and a brilliant lie,
All the time that was spent being used I should have said,
Goodbye and thanks for the memories.

I want to know why you're such an idiot,
I want to know how you can even live with it,
I want to know why I should even give a damn,
About you missing me so terribly,
I'm starting to sleep a little easier now,
Now that I'm over this,
And I've made up my mind to never fall in love again,
With someone like you, someone so confused,
I just wish I would have realized that a long time before I had

Temecula Sunrise :
3:35
Six hours into this drive,
This cup of cold coffee is barely keeping me alive,
And thinking about you is all that I can do,
Tonight.
Tired eyes please see this trhough,
I'm staying awake just to sleep with you.

If I'm not there,
When you awake,
Please don't be scared,
Make no mistake,
I'll be home soon,
To sleep with you,
Driving down these endless roads,
My compass is your heart that guides me home.

5:35,
Eight hours into this drive
LG brake lights,
Wink at me like bloodshot eyes,
80 miles still left to go,
80 miles 'till I'm in bed with you,
Tonight.
Tired eyes please see this through.
I'm staying awake just to sleep with you.

Temecula sunrise,
Flooding these half closed eyes,
My windshield's cemetery,
Smeared across a framed orange sky,
I crack a yellow smile,
Next exit 3 more miles,
15,800 and 40 feet till I'm in bed with you

Razor :
Razor
Making headlines and headstones
Breaking hearts and breaking bones
Your life's a performance, so let the cameras role

Razor
You know it's all too good to last
If it's not too much to ask
Slow down, slow down, slow down before you crash
Oh, before you crash

Razor
You're such a fatal attraction
Your friends are only for fashion
We may last for a while, but we'll go out of style

Razor
You know it's all too good to last
If it's not too much to ask
Slow down, slow down, slow down before you...

Crash, crash into my arms
Put down your guard disarm, disarm
You think this whole world's against you
It's never your fault, we're the ones with the issues

Crash, crash into my arms
Put down your guard disarm, disarm
You think this whole world's against you
It's never your fault, we're the ones with the issues

Crash
Slow down before you
Crash
Slow down, slow down
Crash
Slow down, slow down, slow down

Razor, razor, razor

Crash, crash into my arms
Put down your guard disarm, disarm
You think this whole world's against you
It's never your fault, we're the ones with the issues

Crash, crash into my arms
Put down your guard oh disarm, disarm
You think this whole world's against you
It's never your fault, we're the ones with the issues

You think this whole world's against you
It's never your fault, we're the ones with the issues

Saying Goodbye :
I've got this funny feeling
that I just don't don't belong here
and your eyes make it clear
you're just like a chameleon
you change your skin
for anyone that has the time
to give you there's
but I don't really care

this is me saying goodbye
but not just for tonight
this is the final exit
I should have made so long ago
why did I wait

I've got this funny feeling
that I just don't don't belong here
yeah, your eyes make it so clear
you only have the time
when you're bored
I'm not being selfish
I'm just being ignored
your making a scene, yeah
but the scene's not making me

chorus

why do we wait
when it makes no difference
all the same mistakes
over and over again

chorus

this is me saying goodbye
but not just for tonight
and if you really want to make this right
you'll do something before the clock strikes

Resurrection :
I've got this beating in my chest, it tells me you're my only
I feel the rhythm in my wrist, it's fading out but slowly
don't let me go
please tell me this could not be
cause I'll fade away
to the last chapter of our story

I'd rather drown in your arms, they're shaking
my hands are cold so hold me tight
I'd rather give you my heart, it's breaking
So won't you give me one last bite
and bring my back to life
bring me back to life

I've got this feeling I'm in love
tonight the dawn is breaking
I feel this racing through my blood
our souls are for the taking
don't let me go
please tell me this could not be
'cause I'll fade away
to the last chapter of our story

I'd rather drown in your arms, they're shaking
my hands are cold so hold me tight
I'd rather give you my heart, it's breaking
So wont you give me one last bite
and bring my back to life
bring me back to life

Murder :
You're so dead to me
Another broken promise and our love ends tragically
May I suggest your lock your doors and hide the key
somewhere deep inside your dresser drawers
Hey love tell me what's that sound, could it be that I've found you?
Wont you take a look around because I'm coming
Don't you dare close your eyes
I've got you running now run for your life

One last wish, one last kiss
These blood red lips are poisonous
Kiss me goodnight this is goodbye
One last breath, one slow death
These hands feel so good around your neck
I cross my heart and hope you die

Wake up, I don't think you realize,
no I don't think you recognize the look on my face
I'm standing right in front of you and saying that I'm through with you
And I don't have a problem spilling your blood all over this place

One last kiss, one last wish
These blood red lips are poisonous
Kiss me goodnight this is goodbye
One last breath, one slow death
These hands feel so good around your neck
I cross my heart and hope you die

Am I insane? Are you afraid?
Dearly departed I'm just getting started
Are you broken hearted?

I'm out of love now I'm out for blood, will it be enough?
Dearly departed I'm just getting started
Does it break your heart?

Let's Get Dead :
Avoid the dreadful guillotine,
you know you've got to get this right
Where's the poison in your words?
You can kiss yourself goodnight
Jet black lipstick and a look in your eyes,
you're running out of time
Lay your heart out
Let's get dead and start over again
Get your revenge
Don't let them get much further
because they are getting away with murder
C'mon c'mon I dare to you impress me
Honey all that I'm suggesting is you'll soon go out of style
Tick tock tick tock you're just wasting my time,
I haven't got all night
Lay your heart out
Let's get dead and start over again
Get your revenge
Don't let them get much further
because they are getting away with murder
Let's get dead c'mon!

Frequently Baby :
Frequently baby I'm changing my mind
running around with you
Searching your eyes for an answer
of something true
But when I turned back around to come get you
You've got a lot away
I'd kiss you goodbye if I thought it would make you stay

Cause my white flag is waving in the air
with the holes that you will see
what a fool I'd be to pass someone who offered it me

I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
Surrender in your arms collapsed as you take over me
I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
I need to find a place to rest my head
and bring your heart back to my bed
I offer you

Lesson these words fighting for a change and letting them
memories look so sad
Wish I had a hold on the days that we wished we had
This was supposed to be my hit song
Then I wasted it all on you
Tomorrow is near and I'm not gonna waste it too

Cause my white flag is waving in the air
with the holes that you will see
what a fool I'd be to pass someone who offered it me

I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
surrender in your arms collapsed as you take over me
I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
I need to find a place to rest my head
and bring your heart back to my bed
I offer you

I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
Surrender in your arms collapsed as you take over me
I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
Surrender in your arms collapsed as I take over You
I need to find a way
I need to find a reason
I need to find a place to rest my head
And bring your heart back to my bed
Find a place to rest my head
And bring your heart back to my bed
I offer you

Away :
All alone
In the darkness of my room
The sunlight bleeding through my blinds
Like an angel's open wound
On the outside (I seem fine)
But on the inside (I'm not alright)
Every decision that I make
Just seems to be my worst mistake

Away, away from everything that hurts
Away from this pain I feel inside
Struggling to bend these lips
Into a smile I'll soon dismiss
My heart is not a place that I call home
I just want to be alone

Still alone
In the darkness of my room
Staring out between my blinds
Watching the daylight be consumed
Like the joy that (I once felt)
Dealing with these (cards I'm dealt)
When they said that life's not fair
They must have seen me sitting here

It's funny how one moment can change everything
And in a second shatter every hope and dream you have
And leave you with an empty feeling you can't seem to fill
And empty space that only time might heal

[Chorus]

Breath in deep and fill this chest with something more, more than emptiness

[Chorus]

Who We Are :
One step forward,
Two steps back
I know, I know it's a bad cliche
But suffice to say
that it's exactly where I'm at

(1,2,3,4)

I just can't take this anymore
The same knuckles knocking at my chamber door
The same faces that I've always seen before

Is it selfish of me
to just want to be alone?
I don't think so

Who we are
It's not who we
It's not who we really are
It's just a game we play
It's sad to say we still don't know who

Who we are
We don't know who
We don't know who we are
It's just a game we play
Oh It's sad to say we still don't know who

We are

1,2,3,4

Can't, can't, can't count on me anymore
Tired of waking up to this charade
Tired of waving my baton
in front of the last parade

(1,2,3,4)

I just can't take this anymore
The same knuckles knocking at my chamber door
The same faces that I've always seen before

Is it selfish of me
to just want to be alone?
I don't think so

Who we are
It's not who we
It's not who we really are
It's just a game we play
It's sad to say we still don't know who

Who we are
We don't know who
We don't know who we are
It's just a game we play
Oh It's sad to say we still don't know who

We are

I know that you've got
your bridges to burn
But I've got mine too
So please wait your turn
I dug out the matches
?
This isn't ?
It's just well rehearsed

Who we are
It's not who we
It's not who we really are
It's just a game we play
It's sad to say we still don't know who

Who we are
We don't know who
We don't know who we are
It's just a game we play
We do it everyday and we still don't know who

So Long :
You should have known that you'd be here again
Making the same mistakes
For the same reasons
Not everyone deserves a second chance
Why are you so in love with bittersweet romance?

It's alright
It's ok
I'll still be here when all of this is over

So long
Goodbye
Now just fall asleep
To this lullaby
That i'll sing to
To you every night
I know your world's a mess but everything will be alright

I should have known that you'd be here again
Why do broken hearts hold on to broken friends?
Not everything that's good was meant to last
But if it never was, it never had a chance
(you never had a chance)

[Chorus]

I know your world's a mess but everything will be alright
(now just close your eyes and kiss them all goodbye)
I know your world's a mess but everything will be alright
(so just close your eyes, just close your eyes)

So long
Goodbye
Now just fall asleep
Like you do every night
And when you wake up
I'll still be by your side
I know your world's a mess but everything will be alright

I Was Right :
I never knew that I was dealing with a graduate
with a major in defensive and a minor in excuses
It's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit oh, go on, go on
You know I wouldn't want to make you feel worse than you should
but if you were me you'd do the same you know you would
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit oh, go on, go on

It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

I know you know it's all your fault and I should let this go
but I need to hear you say it love
it's principle
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit it oh, go on, go on

It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on

It would mean everything
but you're so smart with those clever eyes
so I tell you that I love you, and blow you a kiss
but until you say you're sorry, well that's all you're gonna get
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on